Here I am on a 5 star cruise , dressed in a black laced dress and honestly I have never looked prettier. However I am not happy, I am sad , annoyed , heartbroken and even depressed . Why? Because I am thousands and thousands of miles away from that one person that can make me smile even when I am about to cry. I know what you think "Oh there she goes again about her boyfriend " and yes it's true here I am on Wattpad blabbing about my love while he is drinking his holiday away.
I hate it, I hate that feeling in my stomach, the emptiness that forms every time I am away from him. I hate how thoughts about Nick are haunting my brain and my heart, he is wasting all my energy and he doesn't even realise it. I have been feeling sick all holiday,the colour has been drained from my natural ivory skin and I know it's not healthy but I can't help it. I miss his lips , his touch , his smile and I am wasting my tears for nothing .
I am only 15 years old and I know that this relationship is not going to last forever and that we can just sit around and wait to see when our hearts will shatter, but I can't help falling in love with him all over again. The love I have for him is endless and you probably have read this so many times in other books,but I am ready to die for him , corny , naive ....yes maybe but I am happy to give it all away because I found this one person I have been longing for. The friend that I wanted so bad ,the person that I have been writing about on post it notes , the loving, caring person that will be there for me no matter what is finally here and I am ready to open up and let him love me.
I promise I won't push you away and I won't break your heart as long as you love me I will hold onto you but please just please don't let me go.
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Teen FictionSo here not much explanation needed really lol To sum it up No one can love you trully unless you love yourself plus don't overcomplicate things just smile and accept the shit they throw at you !!! Lots of shit K
