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Bitter Jam II

Bitter Jam II

-Brix-

       The National College Debate Competition:
Topic: "Does the society have the right to pass judgment regarding morality?"

  Carlos: "What is law? Can the law you mentioned be applied when the basic food and clothes are not satisfactory? Ipakukulong mo ba ang isang bata kung magnakaw sya ng tinapay dahil sya ay nagugutom?"

     Janelle: "The other team forgot na hindi kayang diktahan ng batas ang lahat ng bagay. For example, isisisi mo ba sa batas kung maba-bankcrupt ang isang kompanya?"

      Carlos: "Then please tell us kung bakit pinapayagan ang 'divorce' o paghihiwalay ng mag asawa? Isn't it clearly saying that the society already inflicted in one's morality?"

        Nasa kalagitnaan kami ng competition pero wala doon ang focus ko. Pinagsalikop ko ang dalawang kamay ng madiin, trying my best to blocked those shameful memories out of my mind. And yet a female voice echoed inside my head.

"Ano ng gagawin mo Brix? Ilang minuto na lang mahuhuli ka na ni Janelle."

"You are really a pathetic pig aren't you Brix?"

"For someone na nasa ganito ng kalagayan nagawa mo pang tigasan?!"

Her lopsided smile while stepping on my er3cted d!ck, her arrogant face, her cruel smirk and the pained and humiliation I've felt. Lahat iyon nakamarka sa aking isipan.

"Ni hindi sumagi sa isip ko na ganito ka palang klase ng tao. I'm stepping on your d!ck pero bakit ganito ang naging reaction mo?"

"Want me to help you? Tutulungan kitang kay Janelle if you want. But in return, you will be my personal boy toy"

"Good then to seal our deal kailangan mong halikan ang paa ko."

I am really a pathetic excuse for a man dahil sinunod ko ang gusto nya. I still remember the way she looked at me like she was seeing an insect.

"Do you know I've always wanted to see your face twisted in pain like that"

     -"Brix? Brix?!"siniko ako ng katabing si Simon.