Behind these blue eyes (1)

Chapter 33

Perrie
I miss Jade-I really do, and I'm kind of jealous of Leigh-Anne, since she's mostly comforting Jade all of the time-I hate my life-why can't this eerie creeper person decide to bother someone else? Honestly, I can't even sleep without having the feeling that someone's watching me. I even noticed a leaked picture of Jesy and I in front of my flat yesterday-I thought our flats were concealed from the public! Apparently this creep doesn't care.
"ANSWER THE PHONE IT'S THE WORLD'S MOST IMPORTANT PERSON!" My phone went off-I blushed at T's ringtone and picked up. "Hello?"
"Hiya pez! How are you?" She greeted me. "Nervous." I admitted shyly; I had told her about what I was going to do today. "Relax baba, it's going to be okay." She encouraged me. "I hope so-I really miss her." I sighed. "Just relax and do what you have to do Pezza, she loves you dearly! She will accept you." Tulisa chuckled at my nerves. "Fine, fine, are you coming?" I asked hopefully. "Of course! It's lovely being with you girlies." She assured me; I breathed out a sigh of relief. "Thanks T, well I'll see you soon." I said. "See you baba." She hung up.
I felt slightly scared-I was a bit nervous.
But today was the day, it was the day I would surprise Jade-we have a mini-gig today, so I'm going to surprise her-I'm going to tell the world about us before A outs it, so that's a rather good birthday present eh? I bit my lip nervously, this was the only chance I had to prove how much she meant to me. "PERRIE WERE BOUT TO BE LATE COME ON WE GOTTA GO TO THE STUDIO!-oh you're still up." Jade's voice softened weakly as she stopped in front of me. "Yeah, I know, but thanks." I gave her a small smile feeling slightly guilty at the hurt expression she wore-I didn't want to break her-I wanted to love her and keep her whole, now I have to hope she still feels the same for me. Honestly I've decided that this creeper can't have me, I'll keep her close to me-I'm not going down without a fight. Now I only have two more things to do before we leave. I walked out onto the balcony outside and dialled my mam.
There were three rings before she picked up. "And who may this be?" She asked in a fake-grouchy voice. "You know who it is!" I whined smiling at my mam's accent-it reminded me of home. "Oh I remember you! You used to live in our house and eat all of my food! Oh hi Perrie!" She joked. "Mammy!" I groaned but ended up laughing. "How are you baba?" She chuckled. "I'm alright-how is Stef?" I asked. "She's lovely, even made cookies with me." She said proudly. "Aww bless her! Can you tell her I said hi?" My heart lightened at the mention of the young Portuguese girl. "Of course, how are the other girls? Tell them mummy mixer Edwards sends love!" She replied; I smiled truly. "Jes and Leigh are still the the same big nuts I've known, and I will tell them you send your love." I said getting slightly nervous at my next words. "Mam?"
"Yeah berry?"
I sighed looking down at the phone in my hands-what would she do? What if my dad finds out? I gulped; my dad. Don't want to see him ever again. "I-uh-I have to t-tell you something." I got out. "You can tell me anything love, I'm your mam." She urged. "Right, but you can't say to dad-please." I begged; I hate my father-he's been nothing but a pushover and a brute, smokes and orders us around-that's why I tend to stay at Jade's when we visit South Shields.
"Of course I'm not going to say anything baba." My mam assured me. "Okay-well, I'm i-in a relationship w-with someone." My voice became small when I uttered the words. "Congrats baba! Who with?" My mam asked excitedly; I gulped-"well, we haven't gone public yet, but I love them, a lot-and I'm going to prove it to the world-I love Jade." I said quietly.
Instead of the phone disconnecting or angry yelling coming from the line was a squeal of delight. "I'm so happy you told her!" My mam said. "W-what?" I asked startled. "Oh please Perrie Louise! The way you always talked about her-oh you adored her!" My mam started rambling; I blushed deeply sighing in relief. "Thanks for accepting us mama, I was calling so you wouldn't get mad and I still need to call Norma, but tell Johnny I love him and said hi." I smiled. "Of course, go get her baba!" My mam said before the line went dead.
I caught my breath before ringing Jade's mam. She picked up four rings later.
"Hello!?" Her thick Geordie accent greeted me. "Hi Norma! How are you today?" I chirped pleasantly. "I'm doing fine, it's nice to hear from you Perrie!" She answered happily. "I would like to tell you something, and I will truly understand if I'm not welcome at your house after this." I decided to get straight to the point. "Aw pezza, come on love, you're like a second daughter to me-it's okay to tell me." She surprised me. "Well-I er-want t-to ask you if it's okay that I am inarelationshipwithyourdaughter?" I asked quickly. "Sorry baba I didn't get the last part-had a senior moment!" Norma apologized. "Uh-I-I'm in a relationshipwith J-Jade." I said.
"Really.! That's lovely baba! You know she's fancied you for over a year now!" Norma sounded genuinely happy. "What?" I asked. "She always blabbered on-Perrie this-Perrie that! This is lovely!" She chuckled; I sighed. "Thanks, we're going public today." I told her. "Lovely! But one thing Perrie." She said. "I'm always going to say this and I mean it, protect my baby girl! And no sex on the couch!" She added. "Mam!" I squealed; Norma laughed. "Honestly, take care of Jade please, but the best of luck." She calmed down. "With my life, have a nice day Norma." I smiled. "You too Perrie. Love you honey." She said before cutting the line; I smiled-that was finally done.
My phone buzzed: