COLD HEART ⌲ MYG + JHS ✔

people.

jung hoseok
doesn't seem to notice
that i like
his eyes.
not just them watching me
while i sit in the park.
his actual eyes.

normally, i don't look.
i see in photos.
i imagine it myself
him looking at me
with that special
glint
in his eyes
that he has when he talks
to taehyung.

taehyung.
he gets in the way.
hoseok has stopped
coming to the park
as often
because of him.
they go out together
i see them walk past.
me and taehyungs eyes meet
and he always looks away
before i can.

maybe he sees the jealously
i know is in my eyes.
maybe he's just scared
of me.
like everyone else is.

i like it.
i don't like it.
i like it.
i don't like it.
i like it.
i don't like it.

i don't like it.