One Direction Preferences.

113-Olivia

Preference #113: Olivia

I promised a double!! ;)

Harry:

"She's lying in bed with my t-shirt on
Just thinking how I went about it wrong"

After Harry left to go clear his mind, you plopped onto your bed and started to cry. All you could do was cry. Your fingers played with Harry's Ramones shirt that you were wearing and you brought it up to your eyes to dry them. All you could do was replay the conversation that you two had. "I'm not a child, Harry!" You remember screaming. "I am an adult and my past experiences do not define who I am so stop treating me like I need special attention!" You felt your eyes burn from the makeup running down your face. All Harry tried to do was defend himself. "You've been hurt so much and when I touch you or look at you, I want to protect you. I'm sorry if you took it as I was treating you like a child! I am was not so I am not at fault here!" He screamed back. The words echoed in your mind, constantly replaying everything that went wrong. Harry did end up saying a few stupid things, but granted that you said them right back.

Louis:

"When you go and I'm alone
You live in my imagination
The summertime and butterflies
All belong to your creation"

It's been a couple of weeks ever since Louis left to go back on tour with the boys. Louis was your happiness, your brightness, even your sanity. Whenever you looked at beautiful things, it took you back to your husband, Louis. You just so happened to be gardening, and every flower caught your attention. "I miss Louis..." You mumbled to yourself as you planted each flower. Every petal remind you of how sacred life is and how much you want to live life with Louis. The flowers remind you have Louis's grace and all you wanted to do was have him by your side. You constantly planted new flowers whenever Louis would leave because they always reminded you of him. Of his beauty. The warmth of sun radiated against your back and it reminded you of the feeling that Louis gives you. No matter what you saw, you always thought of Louis. He was always in your thoughts, and he was always in the beauty of nature.

Liam:

"Say what you're feeling and say it now
'Cause I got the feeling you're walking out"

You rolled your eyes as Liam stated the fact that you haven't been keeping up with anything lately. Your grades have dropped, your love for your hobbies have declined, and you certainly haven't been keeping up with Liam. He was worried about you. Well, the thing about Liam is that he was always worried about you, but it was almost too much for him this time. "(Y/N), please answer me. What is going on?" He asked, sincerely trying to help you. You felt that instead of helping you, he was going to criticize you. "You know, Liam. Why don't you just come out and say that I'm lazy and I'm a loser? I'm sure that's what you're hinting at!" You screamed back. It was totally uncalled for, but Liam took it. "That's not what I said. Baby, you're so angry all the time now, and I don't know what is going on! Please let me help you!" He pleaded once more. You shook your head. Liam sighed and stood up, "I guess that's it then. If you won't let me help you at all, then you're walking out of this relationship. You won't put in the work and so I guess that means that we're over, (Y/N)."

Zayn:

"Please believe me, don't you see
The things you mean to me?"

This happened all too often. You needed it to finally end, but you knew what Zayn would say. You always knew what he would say. "Why can't you see that I love you, (Y/N)?" He would ask over and over again. "I always spoil you! I buy you food, clothes, tickets, and a whole bunch of other stuff! I love you!" He would list. "But you can't buy my love, Zayn! It doesn't work like that! I never ask for any of that stuff. I just want to be with you for you and not for your money!" It was the same thing over and over. But Zayn would always repeat the same lines: "Why can't you see the things you mean to me? You mean so much so me and I just can't lose you!" Zayn always showed his emotions to you. He was never private about them, and you could see a tear fall off his cheek. "Zayn, if I mean that much to you then stop buying me stuff. The only thing I want is your love and not all that other stuff." You would whisper again. You never knew how many times you would have to say that to him, but it didn't matter because you did know how much you meant to him. He means so much to you too since you're willing to always remind him that you only want him.

Niall:

"Remember the day we were giving up when you told me I didn't give you enough
And all of your friends were saying I'll be leaving you"

You opened the door to your bedroom and you could see Niall fast asleep on the bed. You whispered his name to really see if he was awake or not. He never budged, and you could feel the tears rushing to you eyes. "Niall," you whispered, "My friends told me that you were going to leave me." You whispered again knowing that Niall couldn't hear you. "When they said that, I remembered that fight that we had. The one where you threatened to leave me after I said that you couldn't give me what I needed." The tears started to pour out of your eyes. You knew that he couldn't talk back, so you continued. "But, Niall, I never realized that you were all I needed. I don't want you to leave me because the only thing I never knew I needed is you. And what would happen if you go away?" The sobbing became uncontrollable, and you were sure that your loud gasps would wake Niall up. You got up to leave, but Niall called out your name. "I never meant that, (Y/N). I'd never leave you, babe. I know I'm not perfect and I know I can't give you everything, but if you love me, I can give you my world." He whispered.

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QOTD: Out of all the albums, which song is your favorite?

I think to this day, One Thing is still my favorite song. That's the song that really solidified my love for them. I watched them during the x factor, and I've been in the fandom through everything; but One Thing was what I like to call my initiatory song.

I miss the boys so much I think I might just die...

Well, I hope this preference was good enough! I really loooove this song, so I hope that I did it justice. I love Nialls in this one!!! Also, write me and answer the questions in the comments! Tell me if you want another song preference!

-Abbster.xx