Monday 30th 2016
Life is just too much to handle sometimes I just wanna end all this pain but I fucking can't I'd rather be stuck with this pain then hurt other people... I just don't know what to do anymore I lost my motivation to the things I love I use to be creative, funny, nice, and I would always run... Now all of that is gone im not the same anymore.. My pain changed me so much I have nightmares all the fucking time about that mentel hospital and my boyfriend leaving me and cheating on me and it's scary not only that when I wake im still living a fucking nightmare... I never thought life was this scary and painful until I turned into a teenager...
