angst shots ; chanbaek

A far

I looked at you from a far.

Your smile made me smile, I used to be the reason to why you smiled so widely.

But that's not me.

I used to make you clap your hands really hard whenever you laugh.

But that's not me.

We used to go on dates together.

But you only looked at me as a friend.

I loved you secretly for more than four years.

But you never loved me.

I'm now at the back of this church.

Everything's white.

White suits, white flowers, white walls, everything white.

I look at you from a far, your smile widening.

You slowly leaned it and connected your lips with hers.

You then smiled widely,

I used to be the reason.

But that's not me.

I wish you could remember me, remember our friendship, remember our useless jokes together.

Even if you have forgotten me,

I'll still love you.

Even from a far.