Ally's PoV
I wake up to the distant sound off sobbing, being the 'mother' of the other girls on the bus I instantly roll out of the bunk and into the small hallway.
All of the other girls seem to be peacefully sleeping, well so I think.
Heading further down, towards the bathroom, the sobbing gets louder and louder.
I knock on the door. Nothing. Taking my hair pin out I begin to pick the lock.
"No! Don't come in please." The voice sniffles.
"Y/N?"
"Ally, don't open the door please." She holds back cries , her voice wavy.
"What's going on?" I ask, my voice filling with worry.
"Nothing, I um I'm fine go back to bed Alls." I hear something drop to the floor, it sounds like metal.
Metal.
No way she wouldn't do that.
"Either I come in or I get Lauren." No response. "Whatever you're doing stop, you're beautiful." No response, just muffled sobs. "That's it I'm getting Lauren."
Before she can even respond I run into the bunk hall, to see everyone awake but unaware of what's going on.
Lauren's PoV
"GUYS WHERES Y/N." I shout as I wake up, without my girlfriend in my arms.
"Where's Ally too." Camz asks as she opens the curtain.
Within the next few seconds Ally comes rushing in from the bathroom area.
She looks me directly in the eyes, "Y/N, bathroom, crying."
"What?" I ask confused.
"Just go."
Knowing to question no more I rush down to the bathroom, sobs getting louder and louder as I approach. I knock on the door loudly, needing to get her attention. All goes silent.
"Baby, it's me Lauren."
"G go , I'm f fine." I hear her shaky voice cry out.
"No you're not." I instantly protest. "I'm coming in."
"No, Lauren no please."
"Let me be there for you, I want to help you out of whatever this is." My voice starts to shake too.
As I get no response I begin to pick the lock, as soon as my eyes land on my fragile girlfriend the tears start streaming down my face.
I rush over to her and pick her up, cradling her in my arms like a baby. Well she's my baby.
"Give it to me Y/N." She shakes her head but as soon as our eyes lock, I feel the cold and bloody metal set in my hands. Around five minutes later I have managed to clear up as much as her wrists as I can, but she's still crying in my arms.
We move to the back room of the bus where there is a spare bed which will fit the two of us. Instantly Y/N crawls back into my arms, craving the affection.
"T the hate got r really bad , I didn't want to disappoint you by telling you about it. B but then this happened, I I'm so sorry." She grabs onto my bed shirt and sobs recklessly into it.
My heart shatters hearing her fragile cries and seeing her like this.
"Baby girl you will never ever disappoint me okay. I am here for you no matter what, and so are the girls. You're beautiful, I love you."
"We all love you." Camila says as all of the other girls walk into the room and we all cuddle up to each other. All of us in states of vulnerability.
A/N
04:27 and I'm not even home yet 🙄
