"Miss Y/L/N , if I see you on that phone once more you'll be seeing me in detention for an hour after school."'
Cold bitch.
See, Lauren (Miss Jauregui) , isn't just a teacher to me. She's more of a errm well, special friend. However in the last two weeks she's changed her attitude towards me, now I am treated just like a normal student.
Not the person she claims to love.
All of the nights and days we've spent together, seem to be just a memory to her now. Now I don't mean anything to her. And you know what?
It fucking hurts.
All of the nights we spent together, the secret dates miles away from the city, cute walks together, deep conversations, hugs, cuddles, kisses. They're nothing anymore. I'm just a student, I have to act like I don't care , like it doesn't hurt me.
Like hell it does. I love her. I'm in love with my teacher.
"Ew, I wouldn't want to spend another hour with you. Two a day is enough." I laugh sarcastically, the whole class "ooo's" at my response. I'm just trying to get something out of her, her eyes are so empty. I can't understand them anymore.
"Well done, Y/L/N. You just got yourself an extra two hours with me. Phone, now." She holds her hand out at me, eyes laid on my phone.
"Fuck this I'm out." Without a second thought I pick up the shitty detention slip and storm out the classroom, not before casting a glance at a now teary eyed Lauren.
I mouth, 'I hope you're happy."
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"Get this lecture over and done with already, I don't want to be here I have better things to do." I almost shout at the green eyed beauty, making her head shoot up from her desk.
"Yeah like what?" Lauren snorts.
"I owe a few favours to some specific girls." I laugh cockily , sitting down and throwing my bag on the desk.
That's a lie, I only want her. Lauren. My green eyed beauty.
Lauren looks taken aback by what I just said, she avoids contact with my eyes, looking everywhere but within them.
"Ouch you actually believe that?" I break the tension.
"What?"
"Don't you understand yet, I don't want anyone else I want you! I need you! I could have anyone in this school, but they're not you Lauren." I earn her eye contact throughout the rant.
"But we can't -"
"Be together. I know you made it clear enough." Lauren sighs, about to speak up.
"Save it Lauren, I'm out."
------ 7 Hours later -----
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148 text messages
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76 Missed calls
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1 Voicemail
knowing its best for me, I ignore the calls and messages but the voice mail sticks out to me for some reason. Hesitantly, I dial voice mail and press 1.
"It's me , Lauren, I know it's late but can you come to o our spot? Please baby I need to talk to you. I promise it'll be worth it, I'll be waiting for you." Lauren's voice breaks as the voice mail comes closer to the end and , within the last second I hear a sob slip loose.
Despite the fact it's heading on to eleven pm I grab a jacket and instantly rush out of the front door. Having not been paying attention I realise, not only have I forget my key, I am also wearing Lauren's jacket.
Well this is really going well, damn it still smells of her - Sweet vanilla and strawberry perfume.
Ugh yep I'm so hooked.
Within the next ten minutes I've arrived at 'our' spot. It's a cliff looking over Miami city , only a short walk from my place and Lauren's.
As I approach the slight cave in the rocks I see a small sparking fire, with a shadow of Lauren's figure reflecting into the wall. Even from meters away I can see how fragile she looks and feels.
She's really not a badass: she's a warm hearted, sensitive, caring, protecting, loving, cuddable , beautiful person. And that's just a few of the endless reasons why I love her.
"Lauren." I nod weekly at the vulnerable woman next to me as i sit down, with only a slight distance between us.
"Y/N you came." Lauren looks up at me in shock , a small smile spreading across her face as we lock eyes - however quickly dropping as she realises why I'm here.
"Yeah, why?"
"B because." She struggles.
"Because?" I question.
"Because I missed you , Y/N. That's why. I miss you so much, I miss us, I'm nothing without you. Nothing. There is nothing without you, you're my everything , my light on a dark day, my sun rise and my sun set, my sun and my moon, my happiness. Y/N baby you're everything to me, I know I fucked up and pushed you away because this isn't usual. But I don't care I'm in love with you. Fuck my stupid job I'm done, I just want you. I'm so s so s sorry." By the end of her little rant the beautiful green eyed girl is sobbing in front of me. "I can't do this without you a any more. I'm s sorry b but-"
Not wanting to hear the end of that sentence all of my walls come crashing down. I lean forward taking her hand in mine and using the other to lift her head up and wipe away the constantly flowing tears.
"You don't have to, ask me and I'm yours." I smile slightly, kissing her forehead.
"W will you be my g girlfriend?" After wiping away more of the tears flowing I connect our lips in a sweet gentle kiss.
Butterflies set off in my stomach, this is how it's meant to feel.
"I love you so much beautiful. I can't wait to the day I get to show you off to the world, to show everyone you're not just a student to me."
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