I think I've known for some time now,
When the butterflies stopped,
And when the guilt began.
I think I've known for some time now,
That this is how it feels,
When you're falling out of love.
I think I've known for some time now,
But I keep denying it,
And hurting and craving for lost feelings.
I think I've known for some time now,
When the thought of leaving you,
Didn't hurt as much as before.
I think I've known from some time now,
When I finally couldn't feel the stomach flops,
And asked myself if I was bored.
I think I've known for some time now,
When I didn't look at our old texts,
And felt better when I didn't have to reply.
I think I've known for some time now,
When I started to think about the beginning,
And kept picturing the end.
I think I've known for some time now,
When I didn't smile as often,
Or miss you as much.
I think I've known for some time now,
When all the excuses had run dry,
And my lungs ached for release.
I think I've known for some time now,
When I said hurtful things,
And didn't regret them at all.
I think I've known for some time now,
When all I can think about,
Is how easily I made a promise that I couldn't keep.
I think I've known for some time now,
When I pictured you alone,
And without me.
I think I've known for some time now,
When I knew that I'd miss having you around,
But I'd be fine without you.
CZYTASZ
Of poems and thoughts
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