Best Friends? (Camila/You)

Part 40

                  

A/N: Hey guys! So this chapter is a little lighter than last chapter but it doesn't mean there won't be a little bit of drama. I also have a surprise for you guys! So read to find out. Also song above will be important!

Best Friends?- Part 40

I didn't know what time it was when I woke up the next morning but when I did I found Lauren curled up against chest with a slight smile gracing her lips, the sight warmed my heart as I looked down at the girl who's always been the one I needed, who's never given up on me. Who's helped me in my darkest times and yet never left my side. Lauren was everything I needed and wanted rolled into one, I wanted to stay like this forever with her, curled up in her childhood room watching her sleep, in some ways I felt like I was a teenager again falling in love for the first time.

Of course those thoughts wouldn't last because I found myself thinking about the mess we caused, the people we hurt, the undeniable karma that would be gunning for us now after all the pain we've caused. Lauren's situation was much more complicated than mine but that didn't mean I hadn't hurt the two people that mean more to me than anyone else in the world, telling Ariana everything that happened here in Miami will be the hardest thing I will ever have to do but I knew I couldn't continue to hurt her or give her false hope, Lauren was who I needed to be with, she was always who I needed.

I didn't want to think about the mess we caused, or the fear I had in the back of my mind that Lauren wouldn't be able to leave Kendall and her unborn child, I knew it sounded horrible but I wanted Lauren to choose me, I wanted her to pull through and end her marriage with Kendall but a small part of me knew that maybe she wouldn't be able too. Lauren was overjoyed about her child and I didn't want to be the one to ruin that but she wouldn't let me go, she wanted me to be with her and for that reason alone I had hope that we could possibly work out.

I was broken out of my thoughts immediately as Lauren's eyes opened and she moved around to look at me, the minute her eyes landed on mine the smile that graced her features was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Lauren quickly rested her chin on my upper chest and placed a sweet kiss on my lips, she didn't say a word, her lips just rested on mine in the most sensitive and beautiful kiss I've ever received but that didn't stop the bombs from erupting in my stomach. Lauren finally pulled away but I held her close to me as she leaned her forehead against mine.

"Good morning." I said, Lauren smiled and shook her head as she sat up to look at me and I followed suit.

"After last night that's the first thing you say?" Lauren said with a laugh, I smirk at her as I pull her close to me my lips only a breath away from hers.

"I love you." Lauren smiled at my words as I closed the gap between us.

My lips lingered on hers for as long as possible, this kiss was different, it was filled with love and passion as I moved my lips against hers and I found her tongue peeking into my mouth, my lips moved a little rougher as Lauren started to moan into my mouth. I couldn't contain myself as I pushed her down onto the bed and began to kiss her neck, I sucked on the soft skin a little harder than I intended probably leaving a mark but the sounds leaving her mouth were making me want more. My hands made their way under her shirt and of course she wasn't wearing a bra, I smirked into her lips as I began to kiss them again but before my hands could reach her chest she pulled back completely.

"We can't right now Y/N, before we even think about sex we have to talk to Camila and you have to talk to Ariana, we need to figure everything out before we even consider sleeping together, I won't make the same mistake twice." Lauren spoke up referring to the time when we slept together but I was still in love with Camila, I nodded my head in understanding, I knew exactly where she was coming from and we needed to tie up all loose ends before we started anything.