숨기려 해도 그게 안돼.
I try to hide it, but I can't.
4:30 a.m
Seeing you today makes me feel better, makes me feel alive.
Your laugh.
Your smiles.
Your whole existence is a blessing for me.
But seeing you smile and laugh because of someone else, I feel hopeless. Pathetic. Useless.
You smiled brighter, laughed louder today. And that was all because of someone else, because of someone that wasn't me. Not Park Jimin.
Your hands trailing on his back, making me burn with jealousy. But what can I do?
I don't have the right to feel like this. I'm someone who doesn't deserve you, and maybe that guy deserves you. He's better than me, after all.
But as I think about you on my sleepless nights, I'm also counting down to the day. Our 3rd anniversary.
The day I'll end it all.
YOU ARE READING
INSOMNIAC ✃ JIMIN
Fanfiction❝ Every night, I think about you, leaving me. ❞ ❀ Highest Rank : #243 in Short Story ❆ angst ✿ Short chapters Warning : This is depressing, especially at the end seriously smh © yoonedsxoul, 2k16
