Texts (Namjin)

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Trigger warning. Nothing too major but I just want people to know

RapMonster: why weren't you at school today? Are you okay?

PrincessJin: Namjoon please just stop talking to me

RapMonster: what did I do?

PrincessJin: you did absolutely nothing. It's just that you'll be so much better off if you stop talking to me.
PrincessJin: I'm not worth your time

RapMonster: Jinnie where did this come from? What's wrong?

PrincessJin: I don't want to live anymore. So please get out when you have the chance. I don't want you being hurt after I'm gone. The only person who I could think would be hurt about me killing myself is you and you're the last person I want to be sad

RapMonster: Do you want to stay with me?

PrincessJin: what?

RapMonster: I assume you're feeling this way because of your house right? I mean we aren't at school so it's not anybody from school correct?

PrincessJin: I really don't want to say anything Namjoon. She's my family I'll have nobody if I say anything

RapMonster: families are suppose to stick together Jinnie. If your "family" is treating you bad they don't deserve you

PrincessJin: she's treating me fine! I promise!

RapMonster: so that black eye you tried to cover up last week? That was just you bumping into a door I'm guessing?

PrincessJin: how did you see that? I thought I covered it really good

RapMonster: I know what a black eye looks like Jinnie. And I damn sure know what it looks like when trying to cover it up

PrincessJin: I can't leave her Namjoon. She'll have nobody

RapMonster: who is it you're talking about?

PrincessJin: I have to go

RapMonster: Jin I swear to god if you fucking leave I'll never talk to you again
RapMonster: I just want to help

PrincessJin: are you angry with me? You never call me Jin

RapMonster: no I'm not angry with you Jinnie I just want to help you get better

PrincessJin: what do you mean "get better"?

RapMonster: nobody cuts themselves for the hell of it

PrinessJin: how can you tell that I cut? I mean not even Jungkook or Tae can tell.

RapMonster: once you do it you seem to catch up on other peoples tricks

PrincessJin: you cut?

RapMonster: when I was like 14 to 15 I was doing a lot of things that I regret. I was really really fucked up and I ended up having to get hospitalized in long term care and it's just yeah

PrincessJin: I'm sorry. I'm probably really triggering to you.. I didn't mean to I'm sorry

RapMonster: Jinnie I'm 18 now that was three years ago. I'm better.
RapMonster: you can stay with me for a bit. Until everything calms down with her

PrincessJin: what about your parents? I'm sure they wouldn't like some random boy staying with them

RapMonster: I live in my own apartment
RapMonster: when I was 15 my parents kicked me out because of all the shit I was doing

PrincessJin: you've lived alone since you were 15?

RapMonster: I stayed with my brother who was helping me out. I ended up getting a job and everything. I finally made enough money to where I could move here. So that's why I transferred.

PrincessJin: but you'll have to spend more money on me. I mean I've saved up as much as I could but my mom recently started really liking beer

RapMonster: is she the one who's hurting you?

PrincessJin: ... she said I look too much like my dad for her taste
PrincessJin: what if she goes off the deep end without me Joonie? What am I going to do? She's my mom and if I leave she'll lose the last person in her life that she has.

RapMonster: she should've thought of that shit before she put her hands on you

PrincessJin: Joon!

RapMonster: I'm sorry but it's fucking true. Nobody should ever fucking touch you.

PrincessJin: are you sure you wouldn't mind me staying with you for a bit?

RapMonster: I would absolutely love it if you stayed with me.
RapMonster: I have a car also! I'll come pick you up! It'll be great Jinnie I promise.

PrincessJin: how soon?

RapMonster: as soon as you want to
RapMonster: Jinnie?
RapMonster: are you okay?

PrincessJin: come get me now please I'll hop out my window or some shit just please get here soon

RapMonster: put as much clothes as you can into a backpack, don't forget your school bag. I'll be right there

PrincessJin: thank you so much Joonie