Just For You, And Maybe Him Too (BoyXBoy)

Chapter 4

Alaric's POV

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"Dude, be careful with that!" I exclaimed, as I watched Roman drop my guitar case on the bed I was assuming would be mine. I frowned and set down the boxes I was carrying in the middle of the room as Roman laughed.

"Calm down, it's in a case. I didn't break your precious guitar." He said, rolling his eyes at me. I watched as he walked over to his own bed, setting down his suitcase on the bare mattress.

"Seriously? Can't you just respect my things for once? I don't go throwing your shit around." I grumbled. Walking over to my bed, I opened the old, beat up guitar case. I ran my fingers over the shinny wood finish, I picked up my guitar, making sure everything was intact. Sighing in relief, I sat down on the edge of the queen sized bed, plucking the strings as I turned the tuning pegs. I didn't look up as Roman chuckled softly, I was still upset with him.

"See? It's fine. No need to freak out." He teased me. I still didn't respond, choosing to ignore him as I concentrated on tuning my guitar. I heard him huff, obviously annoyed I was ignoring him. "Really? Gonna ignore me now?" He said. He waited a moment before I saw him throw his hands up in frustration from the corner of my eye. "Fine. Whatever. I guess I'll just have to punish you for this as well tonight." He whispered the last part, since our bedroom door was open.

I sucked in a sharp breath, my groin tightening in anticipation. I tried not to let my reaction show on my face, but I could feel my skin heating up with desire, the need to feel him on top of me, thrusting inside of me, overwhelming me. My fingers faltered on the strings of my guitar, as thoughts of him pounding into me consumed my mind. Images played in my mind like a flip book, over and over. Him tying me up as I begged him to touch me. His hands tearing at my clothes, ripping them off me as his desire over took his body. Wanting me. Needing me. As much as I needed him, wanted him. I always needed him, craved him like an addict craved his drug of choice.

I blinked rapidly, clearing my mind of my erotic thoughts. I realized I was breathing shallowly, gripping my guitar so tightly that my fingers were numb, my knuckles white. I slowly unclenched my hands from my guitar, placing it down next to me on the bed. I looked up, startling myself as my eyes connected with Roman's. I jumped slightly, my breath catching in my throat.

"What?" I croaked out. I cleared my throat, embarrassed at how husky my voice sounded. I continued to stare at Roman, my eyes wide. I stiffened as I saw the look in his eyes. He looked almost animalistic. His eyes were dark, his lips turned up into a sadistic smirk.

My heart pounded in my chest as he took as step toward me. I wanted to tell him to stop, to not start something we couldn't finish right now, but I couldn't. The words wouldn't come out, even as I opened my mouth, desperate for something, anything to come out that would make him realize we could be interrupted at any moment.

My mouth snapped shut as words failed me. My heart continued to pound in my chest as Roman slowly stalked towards me. He raised an eyebrow as I slowly started backing up onto my bare mattress, desperate to put space between us.

"What are you doing?" Roman spoke slowly, pronouncing each word carefully. I saw the lust in his eyes grow, enjoying this unintentional game of cat and mouse I had just created.

Shit. I forgot how much he loved working for my obedience. I didn't stop though. I knew what could, would happen if he reached me right now, and I honestly wasn't prepared for it. Not emotionally anyways. I loved our sex, the games we played, how he dominated me, but I wanted something more. Something different. I wanted him to be gentle, tender. I wanted him to love me, as much as I loved him. Unfortunately, I knew that wasn't possible, he wasn't one for romance. That's why I took what I could get normally, but I didn't think I could handle it at the moment. I was sure I would break down if he touched me right now.