The Nurse (Bellarke)

7- Let Go

Clarke:

I woke up early the next morning seeing that Octavia was still sleeping next to me....I slowly got out of bed to not wake her up

I entered the bathroom carrying my clothes with me I washed my hands and my face I put my clothes....brush my hair and apply some make up on I looked in the mirror and smiled to my reflection

After that I headed to the living room...I sigh as I see Bellamy still sleeping on the couch.....I moved closer to him so I can see his cute sleepy face one more time I leaned over to him then pressed my lips again his gently so he doesn't wake up and then I ran out of the apartment

I must forget about him he is not good for me it will never work between us anyways

I felt tears forming in my eyes I stopped for a moment to control my emotions and get myself together no one made me feel this way before its something that I can't explain but I have to get over him

Bellamy:

I woke up finding myself in Octavia's living room it was quite I saw Octavia getting in with a plate of pancakes and a glass of orange juice

"Good morning sunshine" she said smiling at me

"Good morning lil sist" I smiled back

"Ooow you re spoiling me breakfast in bed!!!" I said teasing her

"Don't get used to it" she responded with a smirk

"Clarke is still asleep?" I asked

"No I didn't find her when I woke up; she texted me that she had to go to her mom's place" she said handing me the plate

"Okey she told you something about me?" I asked trying to know how she felt after our kiss last night

"No....why? What happened between you two?"

"No nothing just forget about it" I looked at my plate and took a bite "emmmm you re getting good its delicious" I managed to say with a full mouth

"Yeh Lincoln thought me how to use my kitchen tools" she smiled at me

"That's the only good thing he did" I joked but she took it seriously

"Well he was her when you were doing god knows what don't let me start..." she looked mad when she said those words

"Octavia when are you going to forgive me I had to stay away to protect you....you had a good life and mine was....just complicated"

"Tell me what happened you never say anything about it...you came back here a year ago after disappearing for almost two years I didn't know if you were alive or not I waited for you everyday but you never came" she said tears streaming from her eyes

"I am sorry O but I had my reasons I had to know things...and you were 18 you could take care of yourself" I argued knowing that what I am saying didn't make any sense my sister my responsibility but things had to be done

"What are those reasons? Why you never talk about it?"

"I will tell you when it's the right time not now okk? Plz just trust me"

She stood in her place with complete silence whil she nodded her head....tears still streaming

I got up slowly from the couch got closer to where she was sitting I hugged her tightly she buried her head in my chest and continued crying I felt her tears wetting my chest

"Don't leave me again I can't take it anymore" she said with a sad voice

"I won't I promise"

Clarke:

Tow weekes later:

I arrived to the hospital at 3 pm Raven was in the day shift I saw her waving her hand to me I smiled back

"Hey...what's up?" I told her when I got to the reception

"Hiii....nothing much we had 2 patientes they were in a car accident but its nothing serious what about you?" she responded frowning her eyebrows while looking at the notpod on the desk

"Ooooh nothing special I ve been studying all week the final exams are in few days I am so stressed"

"No don't worry you re Clarke Griffin you can do anything....Oooh by the way the patient that was involved in a fight is here he came to check on his arm" she said with a smirk

"Who? What patient?"

She rolled her eyes " your friend's brother"

My heart dropped I felt my stomach flipping he was here... Bellamy was here

I was avoiding him for the past tow weeks at 1st it was difficult coz he was at Octavia's so she was asking questions about why I didn't visit her I always find excuses but then he got back to his apartment and it was easier

"Ok thank's I will change my clothes and get to work" I smiled at her and took off

After I changed to my nurse outfit I went to check on the patients to let them know that I started my shift

While I was walking in the corridor I saw Bellamy coming out of Dr Kan's office his eyes landed on me I tried to avoid his look but he was already next to me

"Hi princess...it has been a while since our last meeting" a big smile was on his face

"Hey...I was busy with my studies I didn't have time for anything else" I respond trying to look anywhere but him

"Oookkkkeeeyy.....I took off the plaster I will finally be able to drive again since the cops found my car" he informed me trying to open a conversation

"Yeeey good for you I have to go now I have work to do" I passed him still not making eye contact with him

He grabbed my arm....and in a quick move I found my self in his arms my face against his chest

"Did I do something wrong princess?" He whisperd in my ear with tenderness in his voice

I didn't say anything I just stood there I missed him so much I tried to stay away but my feelings are overwhelming I couldn't resist him
I pushed my self gently away from him l looked into his eyes they were full of emotions he looked so vulnerable I ve never seen Bellamy like this he is a different person

Then he got closer to me and kissed my cheek "when you re ready call me..."
He pushed himself away and took off
I felt like my legs couldn't hold me anymore my heart was pounding so fast I couldn't move I didn't know what was happening to me and why he told me when you are ready

READY FOR WHAT??