The Nurse (Bellarke)

17- Knocking on heaven's door

Clarke:

It was 2 am I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about what my mom told me. She was with someone else and its not my dad. It had been a year since he died and she was already moving on with somebody else. 
I know that she deserves to be happy after all what she had been through since my dad was diagnostic with 2rd stage cancer 5 years ago.

My father was my Best friend and we used to do everything together. After he died nothing was the same anymore
I was mad at my mom I don't even know why it's her life she can do whatever she wants. I think I am mad because she is happy with someone else

"Clarke what is going on? Are you okey?" Bellamy put his hand on my shoulder

"Yes bab go back to sleep I am fine"

"You don't look fine" he said sitting next to me "tell me what are you thinking about"

I turned to face him "it's nothing important"

"Is it about your mom? I heard you arguing earlier" he said pushing my hair behind my ear

"You re gonna think I am selfish" I said burying my head is his lap he brushed my hair gently "mom and Kane are together and it's bothering me I don’t know why but I am mad and angry"

"It's ok to feel thit way she is your mom. She is dating someone else and he is not your father. But you have to think about her she can't stay alone her entire life you re buzy with your life she needs someone she can count on think about it this way and be sure that nobody can take your father's place he will always be her first love" he argued still brushing my hair

"I miss him...I miss him so much" tears started streaming I couldn't control it I hate it when I cry

"I know. He must be proud of you"

I sobbed until I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore. Seconds later I was drift to the darkness

~○~○~

"Hey Baby wake up" I heard a soft voice whispering into my ear
I opened my eyes to see Bellamy leaning on top of me
"Good morning Beautiful" he said giving me a kiss

"Good morning" I responded

"How are you feeling?" He asked still on top of me with his bare chest he was stunning

"Better..." I responded checking him out

"You want some?"he teased with a smirk

"C'mon we need to get ready Lincoln and Octavia will be here soon" I pushed him away giggling

"You always do this. Always killing the moment" he whined

~○~○~

"You ready guys?" Lincoln said coming into the apartment

"Yes we are ready" I responded

We all went out of the apartment we decided to go with Lincoln in his car coz my car was old and I can't assure that she will make it to the lack

Octavia was already in the passenger seat. Me and Bell got into the back of the car I could feel that this trip is gonna be everything we expected it to be

"Let the fun begin" O shouted in excitement "Everyone I care about is here in this car I can't ask for anything more I love you guys"

"Love you too bab" Lincoln replied and gave her a kiss

I smiled at the sight and looked at Bellamy who didn't look so happy about what he is seeing I grabbed his hand to catch his attention. I gave him a look that said don't make any comments please. He nodded at me then I kissed his cheek