The Nurse (Bellarke)

19- Fun trip

Bellamy:

"C'mon sweety wake up" I heard a soft gentle voice waking me up
I slowly opened my eyes thinking that it was Clarke but I saw a familiar face I didn't see in ages

"Mom..."

"Oooww my brave Baby...."

"But you re...." I was confused how can she be here she is dead

She brushed my hair with her usual gentle touch it felt so real
"I miss you mom...I miss you so much. why did you leave me? I am so lost?"

"You are my little baby I can't see you suffering. You should get over your anger and the thirst for revenge. Forgive; forget and move on with your life. Your sister needs you"

"But they killed you"

"I love you baby take care of your sister" she put a kiss on my forehead and...

I opened my eyes to see Clarke leaning on top of me a worried look on her face I glanced few times before realizing that it was just a dream

"Bell are you okey" I finally could hear what she was saying

"Yeh...yeh it was just a dream" I responded getting myself out of bed pushing her away "I just need some air"

I then put on a hoody, a pair of sweet pants and headed to the balcony
I took a deep breath trying to calm down a bit. It was my mom she felt so real she was there talking to me I didn't realize how much I ve missed her until now

"Bab" I heard Clarke Coming out

"Go back inside I will be there in a minute" I didn't even bother looking at her

Of course she didn't listen she came closer took my arm in her hands I could feel her shivering it was cold outside
"You will get a cold go back inside I need to be alone for a minut" I looked into her eyes "please Clarke"

Without a word she turned and got back inside. I stood there for few more minutes before following her
When I made it to our room she was already asleep. I layed next to her and tried to fall asleep without thinking about what happened..

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I woke up the next morning to see that Clarke was not in bad . I think she is down stairs. The sun was shining I could see it from the huge window in the room. I got up went to the bathroom took a fast shower put on some comfortable clothes and headed down

They were all sitting around the table for breakfast.
"Morning" I said from the stairs
They all looked at me "I was just saying that if you re not here in the next 5 minutes I will come and wake you up myself" Octavia sounded annoyed

I walked towards Clarke gave her a kiss but she didn't say anything. I took a site next to her. O handed me a senemon roll

"Thank's...so what are the plans for today?" I asked

"We are going in a boat trip" Lincoln informed me

"Then we will have a nice picnic" Emori added

"It sounds good" I smiled at her

Clarke:

We are finally ready to go out. It took us 1 hour to prepare the sandwiches and the stuff we need to our trip

"Everybody is on board?" Lincoln asked

"Yes we re all here let's do this Captain" Bellamy responded he sounded exited for ones

"Let's go then" Lincoln said

15 minutes after we took off I was sitting on the back of the yacht admiring the view thinking about what happened last night with Bellamy I hate it when he pushes me away. He always do that.