CHRIS' POV
I waited for what seemed like ages..what if their was a problem? god i was just so nervous. what if her frail body couldnt cope, afterall she had been through hell these last few days. i tried to prepare what i was going to say to her and kept forgetting..just say what you feel, say what you feel..
ONE HOUR PASSED AND KAYA'S IN RECOVERY ROOM
i sat by her bed gazing in awe at how remarkable it was that id come across such an angel..i thought back to the first time we'd met, how upset and ashamed she was that she self harmed and blamed herself for her parents abusing her. if she can withstand all the stress of that, plus all the shit she went through after she met me and still be alive, i admire her so much. i was i were that strong when i was her age. She was still sleeping after an hour in recovery but the nurse said it was normal. i didnt care how long it would take, i would spend the rest of my life here as long as i could admire her beauty and be here for her. it took me a long time to figure out at first but i realised that i would take a bullet for this girl, in exchange for her to be happy and safe. I was so tired. i found myself curling up on the sofa beside my girl and drifted off to sleep.
KAYA'S POV
My exhausted eyes fluttered open...it was over, our baby was gone for sure, although i was only pregnant for a short time, i felt sad to kno that it was gone. Chris! my eyes darted around the room until lay landed on a sleeping chris. phew! hes still here and hasnt left me, i honestly dont know what id do without him. he's my life, my universe and i desperately wanted to work things out. i watched him sleep for ages, his worry lines vanished and replaced with a peaceful expression. i laid back down...i cant lose him " i cant lose you Chris" i kept repeating out loud. i didnt care. arms wrapped tightly around me and i welcomed them.. he shhh'd me and sat there playing with my hair. he didnt say a word, it was nice just sitting there in silence hugging and i felt whole again. before long i felt him breathing in my ear and the sound of his perfect voice flooded my ears as he softly began to sing Angel Eyes. i loved that song. i pulled him closer so that his voice was louder in my ears and he kept me warm. once he had finished he whispered "you're not gonna lose me K" and kissed my forehead. "im nothing without you, id take a bullet for you, for you are my life, my universe" he said and we laid down onto the hospital bed. i smiled, he smiled and carefully wiped the stray tear of joy from my cheek.
2 WEEKS AFTER
I was baring up now and was feeling much better about me and Chris. since the miscarriage and suicide attempt, we've become much closer. they canceled the remainder of the tour, although i begged them not to, they felt they needed to be here to help me recover, to get better as a family. we all lived together in one big house and i truly loved it! It was amazing hangin out with the guys and ive learnt a bit of guitar as ricky and Chris have been teaching me. All the guys were out except me and Ricky but he was busy practicing for upcoming gigs so it was just me in the living area. my stomach still ached occasionally but nothing like as bad as it was in hospital.. HELLZ NO! it was fucking agony. i got off the sofa and went to the fridge to grab some 'soda' (in america now btw), i heard a knock at the door... probably a parcel, fan mail or something. i gathered that Rick wouldnt hear it over his guitar so i went through, put down my soda and went to the door. i opened it but no one was there, probably kids. i was about to go in when i noticed an envelope on the door step. i picked it up and it was addressed to me. i shrugged and went back in. as soon as i did, i opened the envelope, curious. i gasped as i read the following:
WE KNOW WHERE YOU ARE, WHERE YOU'VE BEEN AND WHERE YOU LIVE, WE'RE WATCHING YOU KAYA, ALL THE TIME. WE'RE COMING FOR YOU...SOON AND IF ANY OF YOUR 'FRIENDS' STAND IN OUR WAY, THEY WILL GET HARMED TOO AND THEIR BLOOD WILL BE ON YOUR HANDS
MUM & DAD
My heart dropped and i curled up in a ball on the floor near the front door and began to shake.
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There you go! latest installment! hope you like my meanness haha sorry it took so long to update...enjoy guys love you all xxxx
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