I Know
I know I’m a screw up,
I know I can’t do anything right,
And I’ll I can say is
I’m sorry.
I mess up all the time,
I’m a horrible person,
Don’t you think I know this?!
I’ve always known!
I can’t do anything right.
I ruin the easiest things.
I’m too emotional
And take everything too personally.
I’m more than aware
Of my faults
And what I’m not good at.
You pointing them out doesn’t help.
You don’t need to tell me
Every single time I screw up.
I Know!
I know I messed it up.
Please just stop.
With your words
Your actions
It just makes it worse.
It solidifies what I already know
In my heart.
That knowledge
That I’m not good enough.
I’m a failure,
You’ll tell me
I’ll tell me.
I know.
I’m sorry,
That I mess it all up.
That I fail too often
But what do you want from me?
I can’t do much,
Not when you drag me down
Every time I pull myself up an inch.
I’ll never be good enough.
That’s ok though,
Cause I know.
I know everything.
Don’t hide it.
I know,
You know,
Everyone knows.
So there is no point.
No point trying to hide it.
