Chapter 7

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    I walked through the door to see my dad on the couch passed out. I quietly walked around him and up to my room. I laid on my bed thinking about what just happened. He had kissed me on the lips not on the cheek or hand but on the lips. I found myself running my fingers over my lips already missing the touch of his. I got up and shut off the lights it was late and I needed sleep for school tomorrow. I might actually start liking it but that was only because of Rebel.

     I awoke to my alarm like normal but this time I was smiling instead of frowning. I did my normal routine then headed off to school. When I walked in i did not drop my head I just kept walking until I got to my locker. My smile faded when I seen that Rebel was not there. I got my stuff and went to class maybe he would be there. I was wrong every class I went to he was not there. He was not at lunch either. I walked to the park after school feeling depressed more then ever. The first person I acutally liked ran away like they all do. I should have known he would not have stayed. I put my earbuds in and listened to Steven by Jake miller.
 
     I walked in not caring if my dad heard. For all I cared he could beat me to death. But he did not come so he was probably asleep. I walked to my bedroom and got out a box from under my bed. It had my razors in it from a long time ago. I have been clean for a year. Was I going to throw it a way cause of some stupid boy that I was so stupid to believe. No I will not. I threw the box in the trash with the razors. Then I laid on my bed and cried into my pillow.

     I most have fallen a sleep when I was crying last night cause I do not remember anything after that. I did not want to go to school but maybe he would be there. Maybe he was just sick yesterday. I followed my routine more sluggish this time. I took my time getting to school not really sure if I wanted to know if you was here or not. I walked in with my head down this time. I did not want to see the stares of the people that wanted to tear me down and ruin me. I looked up but once again you was not standing at my locker. It hurt alot. I felt my heart break into a million pieces but I guess it was my fault for falling for you. I did not even stay when I seen you was not there I went home.

   I guess it was a stupid thought but I pressed the button you had given me the night you kissed me. I waited but you never showed up. I guess you did not care after all. I curled up into a ball on my bed and tried to sleep.

   When I awoke I decided to go to his house to see if he was there. I walked up to the door and knocked quietly. I waited then the door opened.

Two chapters one day. New record. Lol anyways hope y'all like it.  Bye.

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