Lauren's POV
When Y/N left the bus my headache was getting worst, i groan in pain and hold my head sitting down on the couch. "Lauren you okay!?" i heard Ally ask "M-My head...h-hurts" i cried i heard shuffling noises then Ally tapped my shoulder, i look up and she gave me painkillers and water. I drank it then closed my eyes, "gosh Lauren what happened?" i then started sobbing. "Oh my god is your headache really that bad?" she asked worried i shake my head covering m face, "I'm so stupid" i mumble "Why?" she ask "I'm such a bad girlfriend, i said so many mean stuff to Y/N and now she broke up with me" i heard gasps so i look up. Ally, Normani, and Dinah looked at me shocked "She broke up with you?" i nod "Well, you were treating her like shit so..." Dinah said then just walked away, i frown and cried to myself. This is all my fault, why was i so stupid? The stress, and Brad is getting to into me and i feel guilty now, because i didn't even give any attention to my girlfriend.
I said snapped at her so many times and now i feel so guilty. FUCK! I can't stop sobbing, i wanted Y/N with me, i really want to apologize but i know she won't forgive me that easily. "Lauren?" i look up and saw Brad looking at me he then sat next to me, "What's wrong love?" i frown and push his hands away "Please get away from me" i said moving away from him. "Why? I didn't do anything wrong." i frown suddenly i saw Camila and Y/N came in Camila was about to attack me but Y/N held her hand pulling her back. "She's not worth it" Y/N whispered in Camila's ear, i started to pout and look at her with sad eyes. "What are you doing here?" Dinah said raising an eyebrow at Brad "I'm here for Lauren" he said then looked at me "Maybe, i'll talk to you later okay?" i said wiping my eyes. He nod and then left the bus, the girls did their business and Y/N was fixing some foods to put on the cabinets, we were the only ones in the front lounge and i took this time to talk to her.
"Baby-" "Don't baby me Lauren" she snapped i bit my lip trying not to sob "I-I'm sorry" i stuttered she sighed deeply, and then turn to me "Lauren, do you know how it feels like being invisible? Not being able to show their love to their girlfriend because she isn't ready? People think that you're single Lauren, so guys just flirts with you, and the worst thing is you flirt back" i tried holding her hand but she turned back around and continued to fix stuff. "Y/N i know that it's really hard but-" "Just stop Lauren, i don't want to hear this anymore. I told you i'll make easier for you" she said sighing then walk to the fridge. "I l-love y-you Y/N" i stutter she stood up and i saw tears flowing down her cheeks "If you loved me Lauren you could've told your fans already, or actually gave me attention. But hey, i'm just a kid right? I'm too young for you" she said rolling her eyes then went to the bunks. I sigh and just cried and cried until i fell asleep.
- Hours later -
We were in the dressing room getting ready for the show and i was not that happy, since Y/N just broke up with me and i was still heartbroken and i'm really mad at myself. We came to the dressing room early so we have like an hour to warm up, make up and change. As i was done i found Y/N on her phone so i took my phone and started to text her.
Me: Y/N i am really sorry please forgive me? I'll do anything you want.
Baby: Lauren stop it.
Me: Please? i regret everything i did to you. I was so stupid and stressed.
Baby: You were stupid.
Me: I just need one more chance baby please? i'll make sure i give you lots of love and attention. i promise.
Baby: Don't promise anything if you won't do it Lauren.
I sigh and look at her she looked like she doesn't care about me anymore, she was so cold to me. Did i really hurt her this much? if i did i'm so fucking stupid.
Your POV
When my phone vibrated again i groaned and looked at it.
Lolo: *sends a pic pouting* i'm sowwy.
Ugh, seriously? Why is she so fucking cute? I secretly saved her pouting picture then continued to ignore her. Even though she hurt me and i broke up with her, i still love that idiot. I just don't want to be invisible, i want the fans to know that i am Lauren's girlfriend well ex now. I sigh and wipe a tear away and stood up, i walked to Camila and sat on her lap "Hey you okay?" she asked hugging me i smile and hug her back. "Yeah, can i have some of your candies" she gasped "How'd you know i have candies?!" i laugh "Cause i saw them..." i said pouting she glared at me playfully and gave me her bag of candies. "Thank you" i said giggling she rolled her eyes and kiss my cheek smiling as i ate a gummy bear. "Girls you have five minutes til' the show!" i stood up and saw the girls looking at the mirror and doing vocal warm ups. I smile and kept eating candies, "Now don't finish those alright? you better leave me some" Camila said poking my nose i smile and nod.
I saw Lauren walking to me so i look down "Y/N-" "Lauren you have to go on stage in two minutes" i said "I know-" "Lauren let's go!" their manager said Lauren lean down and kissed my lips for one minute then ran out. I stood there shocked, well it's been a long time since she kissed me it felt so weird. When we were together, and she was stressed and everything she always forgets to kiss me and i know it sucked but now, it felt so weird, maybe because i missed her lips. Fucking fantastic!
After the show they came back and the girls were all frowny and Lauren was smiling, "So how did it go?" i ask them "Bread asked Lauren on a date while we were on stage" Dinah said rolling her eyes. I look at Lauren and she was still smiling as she held the flowers on her chest, wow did she really move on that fast? "i'm so sorry Y/N, i didn't mean to upset you" Dinah said i shrug "it's alright, i don't care" i said then got my bag.
- 2 Months later -
It's been two months now and Lauren and Brad are now a couple, no surprise really, i knew it was coming. If you ask me if i still have feelings for her then i do, but i'm just gonna push them aside and not bother me. We were now in a hotel and i share a room with Camila, i decided to go look around the hotel. When i got out of the hotel room i saw Lauren got out too, we look at each other's eyes for a minute then i broke it by walking away. "Y/N wait-" i then felt her hand on my wrist, i stopped walking and she went in front of me "What do you want?" i ask looking at her "Um... can we talk?" i look around "Where's Brad?" she sigh "With his mates" i nod "Are you sure?" she nod and then she pulled me to her room. It was like 7 pm and i was starving. Ugh, i wanted to look around if there's any food near the hotel. We walk to the balcony and i look at her "what do you want to talk about?" i ask she sigh "Y/N, i'm still in love with you" i frown and look away from her.
"You have a boyfriend Lauren" i said looking at the view "I know, but i only said yes to Brad to make you jealous" i look at her confused "Why?" i ask she bit her lip and played with her fingers. "Well um... since you and Camila are like so close, i was getting jealous and i thought you were doing that on purpose. So i said yes to Brad but i did that to make you jealous. Camila was just making me angry because she's stealing you away from me" i cleared my throat "Lauren, Camila and i are friends" "Well that's not what the internet says, it says that you and her are dating" she said frowning i shake my head. "Lauren, Camila is just being a helpful friend. I'm not dating anyone and i'm sure i'm not purposely making you jealous" she sigh and let her head down. "Lauren, do you really love Brad?" i ask her she shake her head "No, it's hard to love the wrong person. I still think about you Y/N" i sigh "I missed you" her eyes then started to get teary.
"So all of this Brad thing... is just to make me jealous?" she nod "I wanted to know if you still love me, but looks like you don't care" she said frowning then wipe her eyes. I walk to her and hold her hands "Lauren i do get jealous but i just don't show it" she look at my eyes "Does this mean you still love me?" i raised an eyebrow and smirk "Maybe" she smiled and then hugged me tight. "Oh Y/N, i'm so sorry! For all the bad things i have done to you, i regret everything! And i promise that i will show my love to you in public, i will show you to the world. I'm ready" i chuckle "Took you long enough!" i joke she giggle and hugged me tight. "I love you" she said looking at me still crying i laugh and wipe her eyes cupping her cheeks, "i love you too Lauren" i said smiling then kissed her. Once again, fireworks! Oh gosh i missed her so much. "So am i still a kid?" i ask she frown "i'm really sorry for that, and no you're not" i smile and peck her lips, "come on let's put our past away and look forward to the future" she nod and smiled. "Wanna join me to eat dinner? i'm starving" she laugh "Of course you are" we laugh then walk out of the hotel.
