"Dear, Lucifer"

Im Sorry

Your right.

About everything.

It's not hard to change.

But I can't do it by myself.

You trusted me, you loved me, you cared for me.

But I blew it.

You have every right to be mad.
All you asked for was for me to do right.

And honestly I feel just like you.
I don't know where that love I had in the beginning went.

I want to do right.

I want to be here for you.

But my head not in the right place.

I love you, I value you, and I respect. Not only as my lover but as a person too.

You have needs.

You don't need stress, you don't need pain, you've already been hurt enough and you don't need that.

Tbh life is short.

And you shouldn't waste your time yelling and crying on me.

I'm stupid. I'm the one who don't understand.

It's my lost for not seeing the obvious.

I'm sorry and I hope you can forgive me.

I never wanted it to come to this.

I never meant to make feel this way about me.

I love you and I will always love.

I'm actually God just have his patience. I don't know how or when I'm going to change but I hope it's soon.