Lauren Jauregui Imagine (ON HOLD FOR EDITING 4/22/22)

She's Gets Caught Cheating With Camila Pt 4

Word Count: 817

Credit goes to my buddy 22BALLISLIFE22. for helping me come up with this amazing idea! ♡

Lauren ended up falling asleep in my arms, she held onto me tightly I lay in the hospital bed with my back against the headboard and slowly stroked her. Lauren woke quickly and stared at me

"I'm here" I said looking at her I felt her hand gently caress my face.. God how I missed her touch ,I missed HER two years is a very long time especially when you are madly in love and you know that the woman that you are in love with was your soulmate... I was still very much in love with Lauren and I'd never deny that fact but what she did was unforgivable how could I forgive her? What could she possibly say? Indeed I was hurting inside there was a deep pain in my heart I just didn't understand why.

We stared into each others eyes no words escaped our lips this moment brought me back a year ago after Lauren and I had just started dating she had a high anxiety attack because a fan grabbed her and began screaming loudly at her. She couldn't handle herself, her emotions and she broke down in the middle of the airport crying hysterically.

Before I could react properly I felt something wet roll down the sides of my cheeks.. tears.. I was crying
Lauren sat up in bed and faced me her hands were placed on both sides of my face as she gently rubbed my tears away with the pad of her thumbs she leaned forward and kissed the apples of my cheeks kissing the tears away,kissing my pain away. Our eyes met once again but I couldn't bring myself to look at her

"Baby, please look at me I'm so sorry,I'm so sorry I love you so much I swear you don't understand you know I would never hurt you"

"Three months, Three Fucking months and you didn't mean to hurt me! Why Lauren huh?! Am I not good enough for you baby? Is- is that it?" I yelled

Lauren cringed at the tone of my voice, I'd never yelled at her in all of the two years that we had been together NEVER

"Why, Lauren? Why?" I pleaded as more tears began to fall from my eyes I looked to her for an answer. She arose from the bed and slowly walked over to me.i took a step back from her and she stopped

"I didn't have a choice, (I looked up at her) I didn't have a choice.. 3 months ago Simon called Camila and I into his office and threatened to end our career if Camila and I didn't start a fake relationship we both were reluctant neither of us wanted to do it , my parents agreed to the deal and also threatened to disown us both if we didn't follow through with it, the girls they, they didn't know anything about it.. they still don't know anything about it.. my parents.. (she began crying) my parents never wanted me to be with you they said that you were not good enough for me because your parents were not good people when they were alive and they didn't want you around me so this deal came about.. I knew that the only way that I could keep you in my life was to agree I had no choice baby.. what Camila and I do it's it's not real it's all an act.. that night when you walked in on us that was a set up we weren't really doing anything but we were both forced to do what you saw so that we couldn't be together but baby I'm tired of this I'm tired of not being able to be with who I love! Lauren yelled

"And who do you love Lauren" I asked

"You, it's always been you baby please God please believe me" she pleaded.

"So, all of this was to make me go away?" I asked (Lauren shook her head in response)

"Why didn't you fight for us if you loved me so much? Why didn't you fight!" I yelled

"You don't think I fought! I fucking did but my parents threatened to move me away so I wouldn't ever see you again! There was nothing that I could do! Baby I swear I love you so much please believe me!" Lauren screamed she walked up to me and crashed her lips into mine for a minute I stood there processing what was going on before I gently pushed her away..

"You didn't fight hard enough.. you gave in because it was easier than standing up for us.. you've broken my heart Lauren." I said as a tear fell from my eyes I turned and exited the room closing the door behind me.