Numbers of strange (Josh Dun)

24

1:03pm
Yeah I think I'm gonna go now
1:04pm
You can say anything you want just so you know, I know I'm a fuck up already

1:04pm
Wait I don't think you're a fuckup

1:04pm
Sure thing

1:05pm
Nope
1:05pm
I know I seem all unicorns and rainbows to you and basically perfect and you love me

1:06pm
Ofc, laugh all you want
1:06pm
Why can't I ever keep my mouth shut

1:07pm
Well first of all I'm not gonna laugh at your problem that would be shitty of me
1:07pm
Second, I think you meant fingers not mouth
1:08pm
Third, can we just talk it out like decent humans do

1:08pm
What is there to talk about anyway

1:09pm
Can you pleeeeeaaase trust me
1:09pm
Bc I know how it feels to think the worst of yourself and I sure know what not to do about it

1:10pm
Oh mr Perfect has advice, shoot me

1:10pm
Okay I'm gonna ignore the sarcasm
1:10pm
I've been through shit like that too actually

1:11pm
What do you mean

1:11pm
I didn't think you believed in perfection btw
1:12pm
Do you still do it?

1:12pm
Why should I tell that to a stranger

1:12pm
Well maybe because I'm a stranger
1:13pm
Strangers can't judge

1:13pm
You're weird Jishy

1:13pm
And proud

1:14pm
Wow
1:14pm
I just told you I cut myself and now I'm laughing

1:14pm
And you thought I would be the one to laugh
1:15pm
Lol

1:15pm
Shut up Jeejo

1:15pm
If I could I would
1:16pm
But my fren just told me about her issues
1:16pm
So I shan't

1:16pm
That was my line
1:16pm
You ruined it

1:17pm
Oh really
1:17pm
Because it sounds oddly familiar

1:17pm
Can we talk tommorrow
1:18pm
I'd really fancy some panic attack rn

1:18pm
Is there a doctor nearby?

1:18pm
Just some nurses

1:19pm
Okay go to them rn
1:20pm
Please

1:20pm
I guess I should

1:21pm
Hope you will bc I really really like you
1:21pm
Don't forget that
1:21pm
And let me know if you're alive bc I actually really really like it when you are
1:22pm
And I'm totally not freaking out over here btw
1:22pm
Just hanging out, thinking bout you
1:22pm
I'm gonna shut up now and hope you go to a nurse
1:23pm
Please please please do that if you haven't yet
1:23pm
Goodbye Violet