Confused minded.

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I woke up on my side of the bed.
Rolling over, I saw that theL other side of the bed was occupied y Bam.

I smiled sadly.
I was still highly upset and confused about getting rejected.
"What did I do wrong?" I whispered and combed my hair with my fingers.
I heard Bam groan and move a bit.
"God, my head is killing me" he said

"That's what happens when you drink" I said shrugging with a slight laugh.
He looked at me and smiled.
"You want me to get you anything?" I asked him.
"Would you kill me if I asked you to get me some Tylenol?"
"No. I'll get them Bam" I said getting out of bed and walking to the kitchen.
Seeing Jukka, Knoxbille, Weeman, Pontius, and Steve-o in the kitchen.
All holding there heads and leaning against the counter.

I laughed and walked to the cabinet to grab the pain killers, but Ryan handed them to me from the counter.
He smiled.
"You're head hurting that bad?" He whispered.
"Not me. Bam. I don't get hangovers" I said walking out the kitchen.
"Lucky little shit." Steve-o muttered.
I smiled and kissed his cheek and walked away.

'Why was I being so nice to Bam?' I thought and shook my head. I walked back into my room seeing Bam layed back down on the bed.
I put the pills on the table beside him.
He had fallen back to sleep.
I rolled my eyes and shook him awake.
"Bam...Bam" he woke up and looked at me. I gave him the pills and a cup of water.
He sat up and took them.
I got back into bed and rolled over trying to go back to sleep.

"Thank you" said Bam. I turned around and saw him staring at me.
I smiled. "It's nothing. You just need to sleep off the hangover" I said and smiled sadly at him and laid back down.
I closed my eyes and just wished he would make a move. Do something to show that he cared about me. Maybe even have feelings for me.
'Just do something' I thought.
A few minutes has gone by when I knew I couldn't take it anymore. With him in my bed, I wasn't gonna get any sleep. My thoughts where all over the place.

I got up from the bed. I turned to Bam seeing him sitting up on his hands.
"I'm... I'm gonna take a shower." I said and grabbed what I needed and went into the bathroom.

*Bam's P.O.V*
Fuck. I'm such an idiot. What am I supposed to do now? She can't even stay in the same bed with me Unless she has to.
I got up from the bed. My head not really hurting anymore.
I walked to the bathroom door. Hearing the water running.
I almost knocked on the door, but what would I have said?
'Hey, I have serious feelings for you and i wanna fuck you so badly, but I'm an idiot cause I rejected you, and now want you to go out with me.'
Not exactly an ideal conversation starter.

I walked away from the bathroom, and walked to my room. Shutting Riley's door on my way out.

I walked to my room, and took a shower in my own bathroom. Riley on my mind the entire time.
What could I say to fix this? Was there anything that even could fix this?
Shit. Wasn't likely.
I finished my shower and changed into one of my element shirts, a HIM hoodie, black jeans and vans.

I grabbed my sunglasses and walked out of my room.
I ran into Riley on the hallway and caught her from falling.

"I ugh.. Sorry" she said awkwardly.
"It's okay" I said
I let go of her. She looked beautiful.

* Riley's P.O.V *
I walks out of my room after I got dressed.
I was wearing my HIM hoodie, a 'ramones' shirt, and skinny jeans with my knees ripped out.

My hair was in a bun and I walked down the hall.
Running into Bam as he walked out of his room.
His hands grabbed my waist to catch me from falling.

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