brendonurie : hey Josh we're all super worried about you
spookyjim : don't be
petewentz : we're on our way to drop Tyler off
patrickstump : yeah dude we're all here for you
tylerjoseph : especially me
spookyjim : ok
brendonurie : Josh seriously
spookyjim : I know
brendonurie : ok
petewentz : we will see u soon Josh
patrickstump : we want to give u and Tyler some time
spookyjim : ok
tylerjoseph : Josh I'm here
spookyjim : it's unlocked
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I walk right in. It's very dark. My eyes are not quite adjusted yet.
"Josh?" I call out. I look around. I see a nice living space with two couches and a tv. In the corner is Josh's drums.
I see a kitchen with a nice breakfast bar. Mostly just an average kitchen though.
I walk into what must be a bedroom. It's pretty small, so it must be an extra.
Just across the hall is another room. Probably another bedroom, which must be Josh's. I knock on the closed door.
"Josh?" I say quietly. I hear some shuffling and then a very tired looking Josh opens the door.
"Hi." He says quietly.
I immediately bring him into a hug. And he cries. And cries. And cries.
But I really don't mind. He's helped me so I'll help him. He's my best friend, boyfriend, my everything. I love him and I will help him no matter what.
"Tyler," he croaks.
"Josh, it's okay." I reassure him.
"I don't deserve you." He chokes out.
"Josh, you are so wrong. If anything, I don't deserve you. You are the most perfect person I've ever met, ever. You always make me smile no matter what. Whether it's in real life or over text. Josh, I love you. I don't know how you could think any different. You are so amazing, so out of this world...i care about you so much, Josh. You deserve the universe. You're my everything." I finish. He looks at me and barely curls his lips to a smile.
"You mean it?"
"I do."
