"josh what are you talking about?" i'm closer to him now. i don't know if he's okay. maybe he's high or something. maybe i'm dreaming and i'll wake up soon.
josh makes a noise of frustration, "think about it ty! what did you want, more than anything else in the world?"
"eternal life. but what does that have anything to do with this? it's impossible!"
"to this thing, it isn't. it's granting you what you want. you wrote out your fate and it's carrying out the deed. i don't know what it is. but it's in your head and your body can't handle it. it's destroying you! so i have to destroy it."
i'm quiet for a moment. i'm trying to comprehend what he's talking about because everything he's saying goes against the laws of nature. none of this should be happening.
but then, suddenly, it clicks.
"what does the other page say?"
