Hidden Hope

Chapter 12: The Worst Mistake

Siaras Pov:

Am I really falling for him?

The bad sides are what makes me despise him but when he shows the gentle, caring sides, it sparks an emotion in me, but his trying to hide it, the way he roughly pushes me out, atleast he doesn't laugh when I fall

"It's not safe in here, until the others come back, my brother won't do anything, he sees the good in people, he will think what nick did was based in fear and bloodlust" Micah says leading me out

"He said he couldn't control it, is that what you go through" I ask

He pauses to think "I just have an enjoyment for pain, see I turned my humanity off about 750 years ago and I turned it back on 250 years ago because I knew it would make no effect on me, it just made my hate and anger grow but I can still feel, like when you almost died, I can't stand you die by someone's hand, Mabey if I do it, it will be different, but if Mathias knows I'm falling for you, he won't let that happen, we are fighting a never ending war wiht humans" He says

I nod my head, I won't tell him about the email all I hope is that my brother gets the message and doesn't come, we enter a large garden, a forest by but a lot with green grass, a large swimming pool and a tennis court

He leads me to sit on a bench and this time I sit next to him "is this your hide out" I ask

"You can say that, I normally go in my art room but that's near the dungeon" he says

"So you really are into art" I ask

"Drawing, painting, sometimes I come out and draw the sunset or the scenery, I even make models about things I see, only when I'm angry I paint death pictures but it's a minimal, how about you" he ask

"Won a art prize, it was this painting with a mix of colours in a puzzle piece, had a lot of emtion I guess" I say

I actually see a small smile one his face, am I actually changing him, is there a heart inside him

He moves closer to me "why am I feeling this way towards you" he says quietly

I shrug my shoulders "your different that's why, all the girls either avoid me or throw themselves at me, they think I'm this warrior" he says

He keeps talking and I knew not to interrupt him "plus it's nice to have someone that listens to me you let me talk and you act hostile towards me which shows how true you are" he says 

He puts his hand to the side of my face "but I'm a danger, how can you ever love a monster" he says 

"Your not a monster, if you were a monster you would of killed me you may have hurt me but that doesn't matter, there is good in you, if I was alive for as long you had I would feel the same" I say 

"Thankyou" he says quietly 

He moves his hand and lets me lean into him, his right, I have never felt this way either, as much as I hate what Micah as done to me he also sparks this other emotion in me 

"you have to hide this don't you" I say 

"Yeah, my brother told me if you were to much trouble then your worth, he will take you away which means Mabey kill you especially if he finds out you are from a family of hunters, plus if somehow Jordan finds out he will be even more after you" he says 

"You know if I'm to much Trouble you can just-" 

He cuts me off by facing me and grabbing my face but gently "No, I know what your what your trying to say and no" he says 

We just stare at eachother and he starts to move on like last Time but then a gun shot makes us stop 

Micah stands in a flash "Stay here, alright what ever you do, do not move" he says, and he dissapears, I feel a little angry but Mabey its fate, Mabey me and Micah are never meant to be