All through my primary school years I knew I was "different" I wasn't into boys. All my friends used to talk about boys and I would get bored of it. I was so confused, Why would I find a girl cuter than a boy? Weird right? Well for a 10 year old girl lost in confusion on what was happening, everyday i ignored my feelings.
2-3 Years later I was in Secondary school.
All my new and old friends were always crazy about boys, oh and did I mention, They were super girly girls, on the cheer team. Not like me on the other hand, Short blonde hair, green eyes, dressed masculine, played soccer, I was very and still am sporty.
My friends were always asking why I never had a "boyfriend." I got so annoyed at them asking, I didn't even know myself, I was still confused, until the day came I "dated" a guy for 3 days. I hated it I had to end it. 5 months later I had "feelings" for a girl, we secretly dated for about 4 months, I guess I had super strong feelings for her, she made me so happy! She was amazing. Well so I thought. She cheated on me and hurt me so bad. But I'm glad I experienced it, because she made me realise I was a "lesbian."
