A Day Without You

Missing You

I can't sleep!

I've already consumed a tall glass of warm milk and I'm still wide awake.

My head hurts from crying too much - my nose is clogged and my eyes are like that of a goldfish...

It's almost dawn... He's probably in his second flight by now.

He's gone.
My RJ has left.
My heart is mourning.

He's on his way to New York for his apprenticeship - to pursue his career in film. He dreams to become a director.
And I'm claiming that he would become one someday.

His name will be in lights.
Award-winning Director:
RICHARD FAULKERSON JR.

My dearest RJ...
The only man I have ever loved.
The only one who holds my heart.
The only one I swore to spend the rest of my life with...

It's you, always been you - only you.

But why did I let you go?
I could only think of one answer...
I'm stupid!

I mean...
You asked for my thoughts about it.
It's as if you wanted me to object to it.
Didn't you?

We're you hoping that I would stop you?
Or make a suggestion perhaps?
Did you want me to go with you?

I remember the look in your eyes, they were pleading...

Oh God!!!

I am literally the most stupid girl in the world!!!

The realization is so overwhelming that my whole body began shaking.
My tears are streaming again.

I have to go... I must go to him...
Oh God please...
Please God please!

I need to be with RJ.