They ask me why i cry
I ask them why they care
They tell me that they love me
But there's really nothing there
But I show them the scars
The recent cuts I've made
I tell them the stories
As I show them my blade
Then I look at them hoping
But their jaw is just dropped open
They tell me that i'm weak
They tell me that i'm selfish
They tell me that i'm stupid
They tell me that i'm worthless
I can't believe my ears
I can't believe my eyes
The friend that I just told that to
Is really just me in disguise
