And I'm like going THIS IS WHY I HAVE TRUST ISSUES. THIS IS HOW AND WHY I KNOW THAT ONE DAY SAM AND GRACE WILL LEAVE ME BECAUSE THAT THE ONLY THING PEOPLE DO TO ME. GIVE UP OR LEAVE. THIS IS WHY I HATE MYSELF BECAUSE I CONSTANTLY GIVE OF MYSELF TO PEOPLE WHO JUST LEAVE ME WITH NOTHING.
SO WHY THE HELL DO I CONTINUE TOO? BECAUSE MAYBE SOMEONE WILL UNDERSTAND AND ACCEPT THIS BROKEN LOVE.
I FUCKING LOVED HER WITH MY EVERYTHING AND I DON'T MEAN A DAMN THING TO HER.
SHE WAS THE MOON IN MY SKY, THE BREATH IN MY LUNGS. BUT I WAS NOTHING BUT A PIECE OF TRASH TO HER.
THERE GOING TO LEAVE ME TOO.
I CAN FEEL IT IN WHATEVER SOUL I HAVE LEFT THAT I WILL BE ALONE AGAIN.
-Smpaton
