"This is the thing....it's 2am and I can't sleep because my mind is full of him.
My arms sting and my thighs bleed, as I try to rid myself of his touch.
My minds a mess
And
My demons are screaming
As I watch the thing I love the most dearly in the world
Slip right through my fingers.
I can feel him being erased more and more with each passing second.
As if the time we had was never there.
My chest is heavy and my stomach churns at the thought of seeing him tomorrow.
But the worst thing is. Is even if he was back, I would always have at the back of my mind that he left me."
-Smpaton
