When I seemed to be irritable or sad, my dad would say 'Just go to sleep.' I thought the advice was just to get me to shut up. But as I've grown older, I've realized just how smart It really was.
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And when Christmas came, I was stuck in the hospital with nothing to do but think of you. Seeing you recently fucked with my mind. After two years of being apart, I thought you'd have changed by now. But you were the same person who laughed as I crumbled helplessly trying to show affection. Am I crazy or am I the only one who's sane? I know we're both apart, I know we can't be together, I wanna be happy, more than anything. And sometimes, I find myself pondering, wondering if your thoughts ever wonder off to me, the way mine did in the hospital, to you. I guess I'm a little lost. I hope you're not.
