You finally arrived at the castle. You collapses panting heavily exhausted. "Stupid knight" you grumbled cursing him quitely.
"What was that?" He snapped not fond of you smart-elic behavior.
"Nothing good sir! Nothing at all!" You said shooting him a forced smile.
He huffed and turned away from you. You began to look around at the place he had brought you and reconize it. It was the castle of your kingdom after all. After scanning the area for a while you noticed an old general staring at you. He had a deep dead looking green beard and hair and stared at you silently making you feel uneasy. He wore golden armor showing off his holy knight status.
You were suddenly pulled along from your spot by none other than Gil-fucker. "Stop dazing out!" He snapped dragging you along towards the palace, then after to the torture chamber you knew.
Well that was until the general-looking man stopped him. "Let me handle this Gilthunder. Your needed elsewhere." And with that you were left with a man who looked like he could double as a pedophile as well as a knight.
The old man said nothing to you as he dragged you along. He dragged you don't many stairs and hallways till he leaf you to one where there were no cells just stone walls. Suddenly he pushed you against the wall.
You began to cry out "RAP-" but he covered your mouth. Blindly you began flailing not listening to him till it final registered his voice was different from earlier.
You focused your attention and stopped struggling and stared is pure shock. It was him.
Helbram smirked at you but his eyes smiled lovingly at you. "Hey its been a while huh? I was-" he was cut off as you slapped him as hard and best as you could. It wasn't easy considerung your hands were cuffed so you more so hit him across the face with a mini hammer.
You went to hit him again but this time he grabbed your hands. "Okay first, OWWW, second, what was that for, third, is that anyway to treat your fiance?" He said rubbing his chin with one hand while holds your hands with the other.
You growled at him. "First, GOOD! Second, that was for proposing to me then running off to never be heard from again. Thirdly if the fiance status mattered that much you would have come to see me you jackass!" You yelled as your eyes started to swell up.
You continued to rant to him about your feelings and how he should have contacted you. "You should have visited me, or sent me a letter, or -mph!" You were cut off by lips, his lips, his kiss.
Your eyes widened and remained that way even after he pulled away. "If I had tried to selfishly contact you, you would have been caught sooner only in wouldn't have been granted any permission to see you. Now I can." He explained resting his forehead to your.
Your fact was tinted pink with embarrassment as you just nodded slowly. "Good now that that's clear lets-mph!" You then cut him off this time kissing him.
He stared at you shocked but kept a smirk on his face. "Well are you just all excited, my bride to be." He teased making you blush once more and swing at him.
He caught your hand and was now back in his old man form. "Don't swing at me prisibor!" He said dragging you along the hall again. You were confused until you saw two other Holy knights had just entered that part of the hall and you understood.
Helbram lead you to your cell and dragged you in shutting the door behind you. "You'll make you new home here." He said in the voice of the old man. You knew he was only doing that so things didn't seem suspesous. You heard his footsteps trail off.
You sighed and looked around your cell. The was a hay matress on the ground with a singular cotter blanket which seemed barely big enough to cover your torso. That was all that was in the cell.
You laid down and gently pressed your fingers to you lips. When you kissed him. It was more so in the heat of the moment. In all the time without him you felt more and more lonely. You always thought when you saw him again you would feel that loneliness subside. But it didnt.
You felt the same.
Like you always had before you met him.
You continued to gently rub your lips in confusion. Why? Why is the loneliness still here? Did you not really love him?
You pulled the blanket over yourself and closed your eyes to sleep. Your head was racing with thought. Did you love him? Or was it just your thirst and desire for someone to understand you. To fill the void in your soul. When your first met him he seemed perfect.
You began to question if you even loved him then or if was just attraction. These thoughts haunted your dreams as you feel asleep.

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Helbram X Reader- To Fill A Void
FanfictionSo this is a story I originally put on da, and I decided to put it on watt pad as an actual series. Hope you like it! ;3