Why does he do this to me?

The nurse

Cynthia I was in the hospital about 3 days now, I only have 4 days left and I didn't want to go home, too many memories of my dad

There was a nurse that always came into my room, she looks about 28-30 and she was always flirting with John even though he is an 18 year old boy, John didn't seem to notice this and ignored her most if the time and kept talking to me, holding my hand

One day I had to go to therapy and John waited in my room with Phil, Phil hated him but she out up with him for me but when I got back, I couldn't believe what I was seeing

The bloody nurse kissing John! My boyfriend, he had his hands in the air nit sure what to do with them, I could see he wasn't kissing back but he didn't pull away either

"John how could you!" I say tears falling down my cheeks

"Cyn, I swear I didn't-" he says but I cut him off, the nurse had a smirk on her face and I just wanted to slap it off of her

"I thought you liked me John" I say running out of the room and out side to the freezing cold for some much needed air

"Oh look it's the freak miss Cynthia Powell" someone says and I turn to the right and there stood was Ringo, Paul and George and stu

"Have you finally come to realise that no one wants you hear and that you should bloody die?" Stu said as more and more tears came spilling from my eyes

"Cynthia!" I heard John shout from behind me but I didn't turn round, instead I looked down to the ground

"Cynthia i swear I didn't kiss-" John says looking up

"What are you doin'  'ere?" He asked the others

"We saw this little ugly freak out side so we came and said a little hello" stu said smiling

"Well piss off!" John shouted at them and pulling me a bit closer to him

" what the hell has gotten into you Lennon?! You've changed and we don't like it!" Shu shouts at John looking as though he wants to punch him

"Why are you hanging around with her John, you hate her, we hate her, everyone hates her, I bet her mum and dad don't even love her!" Stu says again while more and more tears slides own my cheeks

"IT BECAUSE I LOVE HER!" John shouts making me look up at him, tears still in my eyes. The other 4 boys look shocked

"You what?" Paul asked looking completely shocked, his eyes open wide and his mouth hung open

"I love her, I love Cynthia Powell, I have done for a long time now but I was too stupid to realise it" he says and turns around to look at me

"I love you to" I whisper loud enough so he can hear me, and he grinned  and came up to me spinning me around and kissed me on the lips, I could feel the sparks again and I loved it. Once he out me down he whispered In my ear:

"I think we should tell them" and I knew exactly what he meant by that and I nodded in agreement

"I love you" he says looking me in the eye

"I love you to" I reply and we both smile and turn around to face the others

"Ya wanna know somethin lads? Well while we were too busy bullyin Cyn, she has been looking after her dad who had cancer, she studied for a few hours, them goin to her job at the record store for about 8-9 hours and then comin home to look after her dad, she does this everyday and we've been bloody bullyin her! and...  Her mother died of cancer And a year ago and a few days ago.... So did her father" John says holding me close to him

For once, they were speechless, the didn't say a word for a while

"Cynthia.... I'm so sorry" George says coming closer and I walk back a little bit scared if he was joking and was going to laugh or hit me or something

"Me too, I... If I had known I.... I'm so sorry" Paul says coming forward

"I so sorry" Ringo says

"Maybe they're up in heaven thinking how glad they re that they left you " stu says smirking

"What is your bloody problem?!" John shouts

"I haven't got one" he replies

"You do know she tried killing her self twice because of us!" He shouts out and then George, Ringo and Paul looked at me with guilt in their eyes

"She nearly died, she was so close to dying, the machine went off and it took 10 minutes to bring her back!" John shouts in Stu's face while George, Paul and Ringo were still looking at me with even more guilt in their eyes, then John started punching Stu

"Piss off And don't you ever come near us again!" He shouts and stu gets up and leaves

"This is all my fault, if only I hadn't have come along, you would still be friends with stu."  I say

"This is not your fault Cyn! This is my fault I got I to the wrong crowd, stu was a bloody idiot anyway and I should have never listened to him" he says pulling me in for a hug and I gladly hugged back. We made our way back into the hospital with the others following. And once we got Into my room, the nurse was still there waiting for John's return so I looked up at him and smirked, he looked confused to why i was smirking so I walked up to the nurse and she looked confused as well

"This..." I say slapping her really hard on the face "....is for flirting with my boyfriend..." I say

"...and this....." I say slapping her again "...is for kissing my boyfriend"

She looked quite scared now and ran out of the room, I turn around and see 4 boys staring at me with their mouths open shocked that I had just slapped someone, the girl they bullied has just slapped someone

"What?" I asked

"Nothing... Now I know not to get on the wrong side of you" John says and I go over to him and hug him. I noticed a look of jealousy in Paul's eyes, I think it's because he thinks I'm taking John away from him when I'm not

After some very very long apologies from George, Ringo and Paul, they left leaving me and John, he was lying down on the bed with me stroking my hair

"John, I miss him.... My dad" I say tears starting to fall again

"I'm so sorry Cyn, when you go home tomorrow I'm gunna stay with yer, look after yer like I promised and because I love you" he says

"I love you to" I say smiling and looking up to him and he leaned down to kiss me

Sorry another long chapter but I want to dedicate this to LovelyRitaMM, she has helped me soooo much and I just want to say thank you to her :)