...chances are she'll write things with it. And if she writes things with her pencil...
...they'll probably be shit, like usual.
[Basically where I tell you about story updates and talk to you about my actual life. Rated mature for language.]
Bcuz evry1 says im rlly sweet and soft but on the inside im salty and dont let any1 in lol r8 me
Okay, I'm done being annoying XD
No but seriously I like want to help you and be your friend and everything
But once you get to know me I get really reserves emotionally and it's weird
Idk man
Also I feel bad because boydog texts me but I don't know how tovrepky so I just igNORE HIM AND I JUST WANNA HUG HIM AND APOLOGIZEEEEEE
Oh whatever he'll leave if he wants
Like I told him I didn't really care that we had opposing views on gay rights
But I fought him tooth and nail on 1.) Whether you cut or slice cake and 2.) Who worry more
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So I have a homecoming dress um
I guess this is really happening cue the anxiety attack
And I may or may not have just told boydog about my suspected anxiety and he might think my parents don't care
Curse my lack of a FILTER
WHY DO I SAYYYY EVERYTHING I THINKKKK
I did manage to stop myself about explaining how fucking useless my stutter makes me feel
BUT NOT ON WATTPAD I DIDNT HAHA OOPS
but like he's trusting me with so much shit already???? And I'm trusting him???? And like I don't wanna break that bond by diving into anything too fast?????? And I don't wanna slip up and tell him too much????? I don't know man I'm just so scared
I don't want him to be my tutorial
But I feel like by trying not to make him one, I'll make him one, y'know
UGHHHHHHHHHH
I SHOULD JUST STICK TO LOCKING MYSELF IN MY ROOM AND WRITING REIGISA FICS I DONT KNOW HOW TO HUMAN
