If Only ✔

Chapter 17.

I woke up gasping for air. Memories from what happened came flashing back and I start hyperventilating. I feel someone hug me and immediately I recognize the scent. I relaxed immediately and hug him tightly.

"I I thought he might..." I say and he shushes me

"Don't think about it V..." He says and kisses my head

"And don't cry either...tears aren't supposed to be rolling down on a pretty face like yours. Only that beautiful bright smile of yours must be on your face" he continues

I smile lightly and wipe my eyes. This is why I love him. He can make me smile and forget about the bad things

"Thanks..."I say and he smiles

"Of course. Anything for the most special and precious girl in my life...aside from my mom" He says grinning and I chuckle

"Obviously...your mom is the best" I smile

"Ayyee there's that beautiful smile" He says. My smile falters a bit

"I feel so dirty....disgusted...violated..." I say and he nods

"I know V...But it's okay. You're safe now, that asshole got what he deserves. And he'll be getting more if he ever comes near you again." He says clenching his fist and jaw

"Could I take a shower?" I ask

"Of course...I'll bring you some clothes" He says and walks out

I went to the bathroom and took off my clothes and got in the shower. I stood under the shower thinking about what happened. I was able to see Daniel beating up the guy and I'm so thankful he came. Thinking about how he saved me makes my heart flutter and brings a soft smile to my face. It's nice to know he still cares enough to defend me and take a punch. I need to find a way to thank him...

I honestly don't know why Daniel hates me so much but one day he was rude to me so we fought and then he started being who he is now. I could never hate Daniel though, he's too special. Love or not, I care about Daniel very much. Ever since the day at the restaurant I can tell he doesn't actually hate me and with the recent events I'm sure he still cares.

I turn off the shower and wrap a towel around me. I look at myself in the mirror and saw a pale,scared and sad looking girl. This isn't me...I'm not letting this get to me.

'Keep looking forward because the past isn't going to do you any good'

My grandma's words ring in my head. She always told me this and that's what made me who I am. I remind myself that everyday and I am able to get through the day.

I step out of the bathroom and I see clothes on the bed. My favorite jumper of his and some boxer shorts. I change into them and go downstairs. I see him cooking some soup and he smiles brightly at me.

"Hey, I made some food." He says and I smile and thank him

"So you feeling any better?" He asks and I nod

"Much better. I just never want to think about it again" I say and he nods

"Dont worry I'm here for you." He says and goes behing me and hugs me tight

"I love you so much V. I hope you know that."

" I love you too Drew."

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