dear jungkook
you were in school again today.
you smiled at younghee today, for a moment i thought the smile was meant for me but then i remembered your words.
i am disgusting.
i am sorry.
i don't want to bother you with my existence anymore.
yoongi, jimin, hoseok and namjoon beat me up again today.
they do that everyday after school.
i'm thankful because i only have to harm myself on the weekends because of them.
you looked so beautiful smiling.
i know i will never be enough for you.
you look so beautiful while my face and skin is bruised and full of scars and wounds.
you deserve someone as beautiful as young hee.
you are more beautiful than her.
its funny how you can look so beautiful saying such cruel words to me.
everyday.
you always make fun of me for my red and puffy eyes.
they are like this because i cry myself to sleep every night.
because of you.
but you don't have to worry.
its not like you would anyways.
i am just a piece of trash that deserves to get beat up every day.
-taehyung
VOUS LISEZ
young forever × taekook
FanfictionTRIGGER WARNING : SELF HARM MENTION SUICIDE MENTION PHYSICAL ABUSE MENTION about a suicidal boy who falls for his bully. translation available: turkish @lilybroken viatnamese @kxmtaexh greek @-ajutae finished 18.September 2016
