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Misono Arisuin ~ Dynasty

I fucking love this song and I love Misono too so I combined the two together and ended up with this. My little tsundere deserves this.

I changed the meaning of the song a little because I thought Misono isn't the one to cheat let alone love someone else so yeah, angst warning.

Song: Dynasty by Miia

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Some days it's hard to see
If I was a fool, or you, a thief
Made it through the maze to find my one in a million
Now you're just a page torn from the story I'm living

Misono never saw himself falling in love, as he believed he was too stubborn to love someone other than himself, but all of that changed when he met (f/n).

She was one of Lily's older subclass, and she was quite the character.

Her and Misono developed quite a strong relationship through the girl's cheerful and optimistic personality, and even made him change his views on life.

He saw the world as a more beautiful place once (f/n) entered it, and when he found himself falling in love with her, he didn't want to her leave it.

But, sometimes people can't always get what they want. Even someone as rich and powerful and Misono.

And all I gave you is gone
Tumbled like it was stone
Thought we built a dynasty that heaven couldn't shake
Thought we built a dynasty like nothing ever made
Thought we built a dynasty forever couldn't break up

Misono still remembered the day when Lily delivered the news that (f/n) had been killed, and how much he had cried. Misono had never really been one for crying, or letting his emotions show as a whole, but on that day his tears had no limits.

It was all an accident.

He was never supposed to fall in love with (f/n), but it just happened.

The only person Misono would ever allow himself to get close to was Lily, but with (f/n) being so sweet and lovable all the time, he just couldn't help it.

Lily would always tell him that there was nothing wrong with falling in love, but with all the people taken away from the Eve over the years, he found himself less keen on trusting his feelings and where they would make him end up.

But (f/n) opened his eyes, and made him see that it was ok to feel this way, and she even promised that she would never leave him - but as a best friend.

But that didn't mean she still didn't love Misono, she just never got a chance to confess before she died, and neither did Misono.

All of that worrying and stress about trusting his gut was wiped away in a second for Misono, and he soon found himself slipping into a downwards spiral of doubt and insecurity.

The scar I can't reverse
When the more it heals the worse it hurts
Gave you every piece of me, no wonder it's missing
Don't know how to be so close to someone so distant

Every time he thought of (f/n), Misono felt a large hole in his heart, which ached with every past laugh of hers he heard.

Although the feeling of her throwing her arms around his neck in unnecessary hugs was permanently gone, the memory of her would always continue to live on.

She was such a kindred spirit, and Misono wondered how he could ever forget her.

Scared and unsure were two of the words he felt when getting to know (f/n), but once he saw her as a beautiful person inside and out, he soon became more comfortable with her loud and excited behaviour, and he even liked it.

He gave her his everything from then on, all of this trust and friendship building up into a confession that he would pour his heart into.

But he waited for too long, and that confession, along with all of the positive vibes (f/n) gave off, was ripped out of his heart, leaving but a huge gap where she should've been, and would always remain.

And all I gave you is gone
Tumbled like it was stone
Thought we built a dynasty that heaven couldn't shake
Thought we built a dynasty like nothing ever made
Thought we built a dynasty forever couldn't break up

It all fell down, it all fell down, it all fell, it all fell down, it all fell down
It all fell, it all fell down, it all fell down, it all fell down, it all fell down
It all fell, it all fell down, it all fell down

Misono felt his world crumbling down around him even more everyday, almost to the point where he couldn't take the pain anymore.

Words couldn't describe how much he missed (f/n) and everything about her; her smile, her laugh, her beautiful, beautiful face and, most of all, her personality.

She was the only one who could make the boy smile properly, and now that smile was gone.

He had never loved someone like he loved (f/n), and now that she was gone, there wasn't much he could say about her.

Whenever she was around, he would just go with her crazy attitude and let her do her thing, reminding himself every so often that he just loved her, but whenever someone asked him why he loved her, he couldn't explain it.

It was like a second instinct, a sixth sense - loving (f/n). He knew why he did in his heart but he could never put it into words.

She was just that spellbounding. But now she was gone. And the dynasty the two of them built together as best friends was slowly crumbling away, and Misono hated that feeling of emptiness inside of his heart.

And all I gave you is gone
Tumbled like it was stone
Thought we built a dynasty that heaven couldn't shake
Thought we built a dynasty like nothing ever made
Thought we built a dynasty forever couldn't break up

It all fell, it all fell down, it all fell down
It all fell down, it all fell down, it all fell down
It all fell, It all fell down, It all fell down
(And all I gave you is gone)
It all fell, it all fell down, it all fell down
Thought we built a dynasty forever couldn't break up

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This got really bad towards the end, I'm sorry.