Why?

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Why?
Why am I still doing this?
The writing
This drawing
Why couldn't I just get over it?

It's been a year
Since we first met
And I still can't get over him/her

That's right
Him/her
The same boy/girl
The same one that I've written a book about
Why can't I forget about you?

I'm writing about him/her
We're only together there
Because I can't forget you

My family and friends are saying that I'm having short term memory
Then explain him/her
Why am I still awake at 3 in the morning
Just crying about them?
I want to forget it all now!

This drawing
It's not perfect
It's not the way how I wanted to be

His/her smile is...
Heart warming
Genuine
Pure
And had it look like as if it were to be holding in a giggle

The one I drew is...
Not enough
A disappointment to my skills

I remember when we talked
Your voice would raise my heart beat
And make me warm in the inside
And that beautiful laughter
Gave me a reason to live another day

Now you're gone
Was it something I said?
What did I do wrong?

All these memories
I want them to be thrown away
But who would throw away such a treasure
And if I threw them away...
Who would admire your existence?

But why?
Why can't I can't forget someone that is...
Inspirational to write and draw?

I guess I have no option
But to live on
And mourn about your absence...
You won't ever be the same
To my written "Him/Her"

Why?
Because nothing can be compared to how you truly are
And because I am a struggling writer and artist...

Who is questioning on why they can't forget someone who reminds them as an only source of the right love and happiness...

How is it possible?

But the question is...

Why?

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