They missed the sound of my loud sweet laugh, but there's nothing I can do, its already gone!!! The smile on my face erased, the joyful me is already changed.
It changed into silence, sadness, and a drop of tears.
Why should I have to experience this??
Maybe I only miss my family?
Maybe I need some attention?
Maybe I need some advice?
Maybe I need some friends?
Maybe I dont know???
Maybe Im going to be crazy?
Maybe I have to experience this stage of being alone, being different, being useless???
But no one gives me an attention, instead staying away from me from me like I have a very dangerous communicable disease, I feel shame, I feel pity of my self, I feel embarassed, I feel Im breaking down.
Im hoping one day there will be a person who will pay me an attention, give me an advice, give me a pinch of love, love for being a human too.
I hope one day I can learn to stand again, I can be strong again, humorous, lively kind of a person...
I hope one day...
I hope...
(Authors note)
Help me if how to overcome this challenge...
