13 boys slave + seventeen

13 : Stress

Alone.

Weak.

sad.

mad.

thats how you will describe Euli by now.

Alone in the hospital.

Weak in the bed

Sad of what happened.

Mad of what they did.

After what happened.  She doesnt have any plan on seeing SVT squad for now.

She's mad.     She keeps on asking the same question over the past few hours

Bakit di nila ako pagbigyan?
Iisa lang ang gusto bakit di pa nila maibigay?

hindi nya alam kung ano ang sagot

She cant even think of something that can make her feel better

because by now.....her happiness is already gone

Tulala lang sya ng may pumasok sa kwarto nya

It was a proper good lookin guy wearing a white polo and a grey cardigan

"Hey,   your already awake."

bati ng malambing nitong boses tsaka ito umupo sa isang upuan sa tabi ng hospital bed

"um.....you really shouldnt have did it.... i mean......look at what happened .... naapektohan ka pa.....the doctor says your fatigue.  Too much work and stress.  but you will be discharge later. 

sana Eul....sana naman tumigil ka na.  Ikaw lang nahihirapan eh.   Plus,  they already ended everything,    even Cheol hyung did.

Please Eul.  Accept that it will really go this way"

She didnt even bother to look at him

tulala lang sya at tanging nakatingin sa isang sulok

"wala na rin naman akong balak eh.  They really want it this way. K fine.  Ako pala siguro ang dapat magbigay."

He smile for a bit ng narinig nya ang sinabi nito

He so concern to her thats why he's doing this

He dont want to leave her like this

"good.       by the way,  im leaving this Friday.  Im going back to L.A.   Gonna continue my study there.   Its time for a new start.  Hope you can too.  Im praying you all the best :)"

He said before he hug her and completely leave the room

while Her...

She's still the same,  didnt even move an inch.  

after a minutes,  a nurse came in with a tray of food

"Good Afternoon Mam,     Kain na po kayo.  Di po kayo nagbebreakfast kaya kailangan nyo na po kumain ng Lunch. Bilin po yan ni Sir Joshua"

The Nurse ask her but she refuse

she doesnt have an appetite to eat

"but ma---"

"No.      ayoko kumain.     Leave me alone for now. please"

Walang nagawa ang nurse at lumabas

She slept for an hour then woke up at almost night

everything was in peace until her phone started ringing

she was about to answer Clowie's call but an unexpected visitor entered her room

"what are you doing here?"

Madiin nyang tanong sa isang lalaking naka suit sa Harap nya

"Binibisita lang kita. Am i forbidden to do that?"

Inirapan nya lang ito

kumukulo ang dugo nya lalo nat kaharap nya ang lalaking dahilan ng lahat

"how can you still visit me!? matapos mo ipaggawa sakin lahat ng yon.tsk"

Instead of a usual sarcastic answer.    The guy just felt guilty.

"You know i did that to save
YuCo. I already lost her,   i cannot take to lose the only memory i have of her"

She felt the sincerity, 

but still decided to keep quiet

"i guess your not still ready to talk. My fault,  i know.

Eul,   Thank you and im sorry"

Then the Guy left her with a basket of fruit

Yes,   hindi nya kinalimutan ang pinagsamahan nila

but sometimes,  Happy Moments of the past is not enough to forgive the sin of today

Midnight fall and she's still awake

staring at a pic from long time ago

she keeps on thinking,   until she realize that all what she said to Joshua was all of a lie.

No.  Hindi nya tatantanan ang SVT

No.  Walang syang balak itigil to ngayon,

lalo nat alam na nya ang tanging sagot sa problema ng lahat

The Only Answer that will surely solve all of this

she's so desperate na bahala nang masaktan sya

She so desperate that she dont care if she will cry a thousand gallon or receive a thousand curse from them

all she want is to end this conflict

it was all her fault anyway,
dinamay nya lang ang SVT

it is now stuck in her mind

that the day has already come

that this is the time to say the truth.

That Its time for payment.
Euli Yu.