I Fell For The Girl I couldn't Have

Drunken Kisses

                     Indigo's P.O.V
Parties were something I knew back and forth. They were simple. Flashing lights, drinking, drugs, making out, loud music, and sometimes police cars.
I had been going to parties since I was around 7. My brothers would take me with them when they went. I had my first taste of vodka when I went with my brothers.
They weren't bad influences at all. They were uh "teachers". Some lessons were, don't swallow smoke when smoking, razors are not just for cutting, and don't drink anything guys give you.
My parents never knew I went to parties. It's wasn't something where you could just go "Oh yeah mom I go to a parties and eat vodka gummy bears!" I don't drink but vodka gummy bears were an exception.
I didn't know if Jazlyn liked to party. I mean she is only 16, wait has she ever been to a party? (A/N Jaz is older than Indigo by 2 years. But Indigo is in high school because she skipped some years of school)
I hope she's okay with going to this party. Raeh said it was one of Carl Smith's parties. His were always REALLY crazy.
One thing I knew though was that Linda would be there. Why wouldn't she? I mean Carl is her boyfriend after all. I definitely wasn't looking forward to bumping into her.
I just really hope Jazzy is ok with th-
"Hellllooooo?? Is Indigo still with us?" Raeh asked waving her hand in front of my face.
I blinked twice before looking up at her.
"Yeah I'm here" I replied looking at the outfit Raeh had chosen.
She wore a sparkling pink tank top, white jean shorts, and hot pink heels.
I knew she would choose something like this.
Just then the love of my life walked out of Raeh's closet wearing a short red dress, a tan sweater, and a pair of black flats. She looked fucking adorable.
I smiled at her, stood up and connected our lips. She kissed me back instantly and sucked on my lips. I wrapped my arms around her waist pulled her against me. She did something I was not expecting and squeezed my ass. I gasped against her lips and felt her smile.
We pulled apart and rested our foreheads together.
"Indie please tell me you're not wearing THAT" Raeh whined.
I looked down at my body which was covered with boyfriend style jeans, a band tee,and my trusty converses which of course I had drawn on today.
I smirked and nodded. Raeh groaned, fell back on her bed with a dramatic sigh.
Jaz and I giggled and I leaned against her.
Suddenly the door to Raeh's room was burst open by none other than my best friend Zoe.
"ZOE IS IN THE HOUSE!" She yelled dropping her bag on the ground.
I laughed then limped over and pulled her into a hug.
She quickly ran over to Jaz and began to ask her MANY questions.
"OH MY JOSH YOU MUST BE JAZLYN!!!HI i'm Zoe! Have you guys become official yet?! Are you getting married?! Have you had the sex yet?!" She quickly asked.
My eyes widened when she asked that last thing. Jazlyn proceeded to answer her questions with small giggles in between her speech.
I grinned when ever she made that heavenly noise. God I had it bad. Not that I was complaining though.
"Now come on girls we have a party to attend" Raeh yelped.
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When we entered the huge house the party was at full swing. Blinding lights flashed everywhere, some of today's top hits blared though the entire house, people were taking shots, and there was at least 3 couples making out in the corner.
I smirked and grabbed Jaz's hand and dragged her though the crowd.
We had all agreed that we would try to meet up at the end of the night or the early morning.
I pulled my princess into the kitchen which surprising wasn't that crowded. Empty bottles littered the counters and floor and crushed solo cups overflowed the trash bin.
"Do you want anything to drink?" I questioned Jazlyn.
"Nah i don't want to end up with a hang over tomorrow."
"Smart choice" I replied slickly.
I hobbled over to the fridge to find a bowl of vodka gummy bears with a sticky note that read "Do not touch or face the death by Indigo Hartnett !"
I silently thanked Carl and pulled the bowl out. We had been friends since grade school and he had skipped grades with me.
I offered Jaz one which she took with a smirk and tossed it into her mouth. I followed her actions with a small smile.
Suddenly the bowl was snatched out of my hands and lips were on mine. I gasped but none the less kissed back insanity. I was surprised by Jazlyn's outburst but grateful for it. She picked me up and placed me on the counter without breaking the kiss. 'Much like our first kiss' I thought. I ran my tongue along her bottom lip asking for entrance. She parted her lips and slid her soft tongue against mine. We had a tongue war, and I smirked.
" If only our parents could see us now" Jaz mumbled against my lips.
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Okay so me and Jaz ate way to many gummy bears, but shared many drunken kisses through out the night.
The rest of the night was a blur but Jaz and I ended up snuggling on the roof.
The party raged on below us but we paid no mind. I had that weird emotion in my chest again but yet again I ignored it.
"I am completely and utterly in love with you" I stated looking at this amazing girl.
"I love you more" She replied, sticking her tongue out.
"Keep telling yourself that kitten"
The feeling raged in my chest and I couldn't ignore it now. What is this? Why won't it go away?
Then I realized. I haven't felt this in such a long time. I-I can't believe it. Jazlyn did this to me.
Jazlyn made me happy.

                         A/N
I wrote 1000 words! Woo! But i have some bad news.My knee is really messed up and I might have to get it cut open to look at my bones and muscles. So I will tell you if that happens I will inform you. Thanks for reading!!