once broken, now fixed | m.c & l.h

broken pieces

michael

One night we packed up all of our things and left.
Ashton didn't want to be camping outside anymore.
None of us have really said much to each other since that stupid game.
We barely do anything together anymore.
Ashton got us a hotel room and left us.
He took off driving with Calum.
Luke cries all night.

Ashton hurt himself again

That's when I start to cry.
I can't stand knowing he's hurting himself again.
He went back because of me.
I was the one who separated us.
I shouldn't have done that.

This journey has turn to shit.
Utter shit.
We barely have a month left of break.
It flew too quickly.
My heart is in broken pieces.

Ashton comes back to the hotel.
Calum announces that he is going home.
They broke up.
Luke stopped writing, and I don't know how he feels.
I've literally broke into pieces.

Another week passes.
We only have a week and five days.
Calum went home last week.
Ashton still drives around.
We all stopped talking to eachother.
Luke won't look at me.

Bring me home

We arrive at his apartment.
Only a week left.
College forms scattered around.
His parents are home all the time now.
They kicked me out three times.
Luke won't stop them.
He needs to focus on college.

"Just leave already Michael, we're all broken anyway."

I never imagined that his first words to me would be so heart breaking.
He doesn't want me any longer.
So I leave.
For good.

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