Poems

Late at Night

Late at night, when I'm alone;

There's these thoughts that creep into my head.

With these thoughts in my head,

I realize just how lonely I really am.

I want to sleep forever;

But I want to be awake.

But not fully awake,

Because that's when the voices speak to me.

Doubts cloud my mind.

There's no turning back now.

Everybody will forget me,

I've failed just like always.

I knew I would.

It happens all the time.

But one day;

The demons will finally get to me.

That day is soon coming...

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I know that I use the word 'demons' a lot, but I don't know what other words to describe it as. Also that's how I see the guilt and pain and sadness as. I don't know...why I put this here xD

It's an old poem that I found that I wrote on June 10th,2016.