I looked at his grave where he rests, he's here because of me. I am nothing but a monster, I lost someone who loved me for who I am, he didn't care about my image or the money I have. I watched him sitting on the football field, I manage to catch looking at me while I practice.
Everything is my fault.
Why didn't I chase after him.
Everything I said were real.
My love is real and yet I more cared about what my so called friends think of me than my relationship with you. I can still hear your laughs, I can still feel your touch so why must it come to an end like this.
"I shot you down" I whispered. I held the gun to my head, for years I blamed myself, I watched your mother crumble into depression because of me. You're all she had, she fought for you and yet you chose this route.
Life is worth living Manny.
But there's one thing I forget to mention.
Get rid of the cause who makes you sad.
You deserve better.
I don't deserve you.
I am sorry Manny.
Please forgive me, I cannot contain the guilt.
I pulled the trigger.
Bang Bang.
THE END
*****
So why this story?
I've been planning to post this story for a while now and was hesitant at first. Many deal with heart break differently not because of a guy, some result to suicide or self harm. Having a friend who committed suicide because of bullying broke me. Life is worth living. I hear people say let them take their own life, it gives them peace but what about those who loved them dearly?
Life is worth living but it your choice to make it.
This song tells this story.
YOU ARE READING
Bang Bang. (ManxMan) Short Story
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