Unbearable (Completed)

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April 5, 2007

Beyoncé

Beyoncé had been sitting in the waiting room for about an hour. She didn't really know what happened one minute Izzy was talking and the next she couldn't breath and It freaked her out tremendously. She had been playing with her fingers and checking her phone the whole time. On the way there she called Shawn he didn't answer so she had to leave a message.

She didn't have time to wait on the ambulance. She had used some liquid Benadryl and it helped them get to the hospital with out Izzy losing consciousness. Because Bey lived about 7 minutes aways from the hospital she drove. She couldn't take the chance of the ambulance taking their time.

Once the arrived she rushed Izzy in and they took her to the back.

"Beyoncé! What happened?" She heard her mothers voice. Following behind her was Ms. Gloria, Nicki, and Solo.

"I don't know, she was eating and she couldn't breath her face was so swollen."

"Shawn called us and let us know about the message you left him."

"Was he coming?"

"Yes he's on his way." Ms. Gloria Assured her.

"I'm not cut out for this." Beyoncé said lowly and her mother sighed.

"Don't say that. Nobody gets it right all the time."

"But that's the thing, I haven't got it right at all! You know what she told me today? Huh? She said she hates me."

"No she doesn't Bey whatever happened she didn't mean what she said. She's still grieving."

"No ma she meant it and to make it worse she almost died in my care. I can't do this anymore." She said standing up and grabbing her purse.

"Bey you can't leave her." Nicki jumped in.

"She hates me at this point I don't think it matters. Shawn has right too ya know. He's known her longer anyway. Maybe she should just stay with him."

"But she's better with you." Ms. Gloria added. She wasn't so sure her son would fit best.

"Look where we are." No body could really say anything.

"Family of Izabella Witherspoon?" They heard a doctor announce.

"Hi I'm doctor Johnson. Izabella is doing fine. The swelling should go down by tomorrow. It looks like she had an allergic reaction to peanuts. It shows no prior history before now. So have any of you seen any rashes previously or notice any changes before?"

"Shit! She had a rash the other day but I didn't see it until after she came home but she had a peanut butter and jelly sandwich that morning. I gave her some Benadryl and she was fine after that."

"Well what did she have today?" The doctor asked.

"The same thing." Beyoncé said lowly and bowed her head.

"Hey, it okay this was going to happen eventually. Good call with the Benadryl on the first time because it could've been worse. She's most likely had it many times but she wasn't allergic. When the body is going through changes things like this happen. "

"See baby it's not your fault!" Tina told her.

"Oh no it's not. I'm sure of it, if you give her anything with peanuts after this then it is." Beyoncé nodded her head.

"Can we see her?" Nicki asked

"Yes she's sleeping right now because we gave her some medicine. However, only two people can spend the night." Doctor Johnson said.