With my eyes still closed I felt all over the bed not feeling my kids laid up under me I sat up quick I got off the bed and headed to Lesha's room they wasn't in there I checked the bathroom and her computer room
"They eating breakfast pooh" I heard Lesha say from behind me as I went back to the guest room sitting down on the bed as she sat at the desk stand
Care to share what went on last night she asked as I started to explain to her about him slight spazzing and his little so called threat
Girl I couldn't say nothing but sorry he look like he was hurt a little and guilt just rise upon me
"So what did you say after he said that little threat comment"
Nothing he know that I am crazy but he don't know that I am mental ill so I'm just going to let him think he was scaring me
Sooooo they never knew nor found out about your IED(intermittent explosive disorder) nor Bipolar Schizophrenia ...she asked as I shook head no
No Lalesha and I don't want to think about it either I been doing good and haven't spazz out in a while now and I pray to keep it that way I said
Okay I was just asking let's go eat with the boys
Aight I'll be up there after I wash my hands and face
I don't like talking about my illness because nothing haven't happen in a while so I don't won't nobody bringing it up I try to stay away from the negatively now that I have kids , but don't get me wrong I will not be no one pull around nor tolerate any disrespect! I finish washing my face and hands heading to the kitchen where everybody was
Good morning mommie the boys said
Good morning my babies I said taking a seat while blessing my food I heard my phone buzz it was a text from Trigga
KingstonG:
Be ready before 1 yo!
I didn't even reply back because I don't even know who TF is a YO bitch I'm muhfucking P.E.C.A.N I'll get that ass straight when I see him
I ate the grits and toast off my plate I wasn't really a breakfast person since throughout my who pregnancy all I ate was breakfast food .
I forgot you don't even eat breakfast food like that no more I should've fixed your ass a bologna sandwich Lesha said as I scrunched up my face
I wish you would and I would've thrown it right in the trashcan deadass
Whatever and dinner is at your mom house tonight me and her cooking she said as I nodded my head
Well I'll get Trigga to drop us off when we leave from seeing his mom I said as she smirked
Ahhhh shit now yeaaahhh she yelled out wiggling her eyebrows as I waved her off
Mommy I finish my food , me too , me three the boys said
Okay babies come on so I can put y'all in the tub! Getting up heading to the back to fill up the tub I handed them each two rags ...Remember one for your face and the other one to wash off with okay
Mom we know we know Kingston said
I will be right back and make sure y'all get behind the ears especially the inside ..I left out going into the room pulling out our clothes for today nothing major for me but I have to make sure the boys stay fit
