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Pecan
"You want to talk about it" I heard my dad ask as he walked up to the punching bag that's beside the one I am punching on
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As I shook my head in a response to NO out the corner of my eye I see him look at me one more time before he gets to punching . I was at my parents house down in the room what's called "The Cave" where you exercise swim fight(box) and relax sort of like a mini gym I been down here going on three hours
"Don't forget that you're pregnant princess , you need to take it easy I been watching you from up in my office and you been punching that bag for hours now baby girl you need to ease up don't forget twins are the most common ones to be born early you can't be stressing" he spoken again as I continue to punch still ignoring him
"PECAN" he shouted as I threw one last punch before breaking down
Daddy I'm hurt I can't take this , I feel like I failed as a mother I didn't protect that baby I wasn't there to protect my baby , you know he said his brothers helped him with his "warrior mark" he said he called it that because he didn't cry he even said he took the cream from here and Momma Anna house so after they finished taking their bath his brothers rub it on him and help put on his shirts he made them promise to not tell ...I cried out throwing the gloves sitting on the floor as he got down with beside me pulling me in him arms
"Don't worry baby girl daddy's is going to handle it stop crying, look at me you didn't fail as a mother I don't won't to hear that come out of neither one of y'all mouths when them boys see you they see the most wonderful person in the world and can't nobody tell them otherwise , the other day I asked them what do they love the most about you and they all said your hugs I asked them why they said because they feel fearless and protected, then Miking spoken up he said because she said no matters where she's at or what time of the night it is she'll will never leave our side and if we call she's coming ! So don't never say you feel or failed , when you gave birth that's when God gave you the strength and power just guide them boys in the right directions you don't show nobody your weakness"
But my kids are my weakness dad
"Yeah you right just like you, your sister & mother are mine anything happen to y'all I handle that situation first then I break down behind close door just like you need to handle that situation and then break down later , so what you need to do is get the fuck up ask God for your strength and get to tracking these motherfuckas down you must have forgotten what I told y'all long time ago huh , what did I tell you Nique "
No sir I didn't and you told us that you ain't raising no punk bitches I said as he got up from beside me reaching out for my hand
"Come on get up it's time to dry them tears how many months are you now ...four or five , okay bet they sent the message we got it but we going to cool off until these babies are born" he said making me looking up
